i fucking hate life .
every single thing in life .
what is this all about anw ?
i just wish i could get outta this fucking world ,
with no pain , no sorrow , no worries , no troubles .
its a beautiful thing we are brought into this world ?
fucking no .
its just retribution for each and every human being ,
we are forced into this world to go thru the torture of having emotions .
to feel the pain when we get hurt ,
the sorrows when we are let down .
the anger when everything goes wrong .
and of course happiness .
wtf is that ? short happiness .
serve as a little reward when you are all good and well .
i rather dunno any of these if it just adds up to my misery .
why do i need emotions that makes me so miserable
that makes me shed tears and
feel like digging my heart out so i can stop the pain .
i bloody fucking hate the way everything is .
i'm losing faith in the most beautiful thing on earth .
all plain lies i can't take any of it anymore .

would there be some angel who'd set me free ?

HONEYBUNS*

18 JUNE 2008 , WEDNESDAY .

celebrated edmund's 18th birthday tgt with amanda !
we went to sentosa but the weather turned really bad . ):
after which we went on a shopping spree !
oh my . that was really fun ! honeys, we shd really do that more often .
we bought so much goodies at dirt cheap prices .
it was all so worth it . even if i'm broke at the end of the day i'm still HAPPY !
and ed treated us to dinner at sushi tei , really nice .
its been really long since the 3 of us went out tgt . (:

okays , so amanda and i hand made this really nice prez for ed .
good that ed loves it and so do we .
really made with effort and love (:
meantime , reminded us of all the lovely memories too .
so , happy viewing the pics ! (:

[ prez for ed . (: ]

[ home made sandwiches ! ]

[ me ,, edmund & amanda ]

LOVES to HONEYBUNS ! (:


LOVES*

UPDATES ! (:

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY !

oh well . havent been updating for so long !
gettin' lazier XD & busier . LOLS .
anw ,, uploading all the pics that shd have been uploaded ages ago !
haas . for the past weeks , there had been celebrations of mothers' day, my aunt's , grandma's & bro's bday & well fathers' day today !
it was also the exam period & yeas , hv been muggin' hard . hope everything turns well . just checked my mail n there is actually one on my low attendance for CAD ! HELLLOOOOO THERE ! i've nv missed ur lesson ! not even once !
zzzzzzzzzzzz . kinda pissed . i'm gna complain !
okays , talk bout happier stuffs .
went to sentosa with my bun , ed last fri !
suntanned all da way n well , camwhoring ! LOLS . so , pictures time ! XD

sentosa with honeybun ! (:

[ i wasn't allowed to post ed's jump shots ! ): ]

MOTHERS' DAY ! (:

BIRTHDAYS ! (:

birthday treat for my bro @ cafe cartel ! (:

LOVES*