THURSDAY - 26 APRIL 2007
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terrible . this is how i am feeling rite now .
very terrible .
perhaps you could say its mood swing .
i dunno .
however ,, i just hate this kinda feeling .
i am being too over emotional i guess .
and many times i just choose to hide everything inside my heart .
refusing to breathe a word .
to let out my anger ,,
to express my unhappiness ,,
to show my sadness .
thats my weaknesses .
refusing and not wanting to express myself .
keeping everything to myself .
just wna bury everything deep within me .
making myself feel so terrible ,, so horrible !
its like self torturing .
why can't life be much easier ??
minus away the worries .
there will be no misery ,,
no sufferings ,,
no whatsoever rubbish negative stuffs .
how long could one hold on like this ??
breakdown for me ??
anytime i guess .
there's a limit to tolerance .
i wouldn't wish to cross the limit .
never .
support ,, understanding ,, unconditional love .
all i ever crave for .
all i ever wanted .
all i ever need .

its just so simple .
just to make me ((=

LOVES*