SO MOODY !

MONDAY - 07 MAY 2007
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just felt like expressing my feelings here .
I"M FEELING SO SUPER MOODY NOW !
just a few hours back i was still happily
enjoying myself feeling so happy n relaxed .
so ,, this is how serious my mood swing is .
happy this moment upset the nxt .-''
just all of a sudden i cn feel that way .
sometimes i really dunno whats wrong with myself .
dun even understand why .
perhaps when u r all alone this is how u tend to feel ??
for me i guess its so .
just detest the feeling of being alone .
the ridiculous thoughts running thru my mind .
the extra worries i'm giving myself .
adding on extra burdens .
why make my own life so miserable ??
when everything seems to be alright .
sometimes ,, i just feel the emptiness deep within me .
the unbearable feeling .
emotions that come rushing up .
making you feel so helpless .
like some kid suffering frm autism .
feeling like you live in a colourless world of ur own .
just that kinda sucky feeling .
can just make me go crazy .
there's a tendency to crave for much mre attention .
not allowing me to feel like an abandoned child .
i LOVE being LOVED n CARED for .
LONESOME CONNOTES EMOTIONS .

BLUES of me . xc

ps,, many thanks to KC for sending me back .
just felt like having a company .
at least it could spare me a few moments
away frm the depressive mode .
THANKS FREN ! ((:


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