SUPER BORING SATURDAY !

SATURDAY - 19 MAY 2007
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BOO !
its SATURDAY .
but a real boring one for me !
as usual should i say ??
no OUTINGS ! no HAVING FUN ! just all day at home .
so so so so so SUCKY ! xc
sighs .
couldn't my weekends be more enjoyable ??
somehow i really start to dread having free weekends alr .
somehow i just wished i am super duper busy .
packed schedules . a whole day filled .
not even a single minute to spare .
sighs .
i really dunno .
just wad kinda life i wish to hv anymore .
cos ,, i only dream of it .
it could n would nv happen in reality .
what can i do anyway ??
nothing much i wish to harp on anyway .
sometimes i think its just pointless .
isn't it better to just pass each day with peace .
as long as YOU are happy .
i do not know what else really matters anymore .
my just so simple wants and thoughts .
i shall just leave it for myself .
if that makes me happy .
cos i just LOVE to dream ,, daydream . ((:
sometimes i really hate to face the real world .
its a real cruel world i'd say .
its just too realistic .
hmms . you either win all or lose all .
sometimes i'd just ask myself ,,
have you really strive hard enough ??
i doubt so .
if you had you would have been successful
in getting what you wna ages ago .
its all bout the efforts ,, yea .
or rather the amount of effort and hard work you put in .
guess so .
my determination level is low .
all the weaknesses must go or i'll nv suceed .
all the competition is getting me crazy .
you just have to be a step ahead to not lose out .
as long as you r the BEST .
the others would jolly well shut up .
life like this .
doesn't it just seems so meaningless .
but well ,, thats life . (:

anyways ,, lucky xinru came in the evening .
at least there was someone to pei me .
if not i would hv been bored to death .
sent her to the bus stop wanting to acc her
to wait for her bus but end up it started drizzling ):
guess she's safely hm alr . (:
suddenly ,, i remembered wad daddy used to say .
'one best friend is mre than enough.'
i used to disagree with daddy ,,
but now . daddy ,, i think so . ((:
there was a little scene that bothered me .
but i tot a third person shdn't intrude .
sighs ,, just hope everything would be resolve by they themselves .
just a little piece of 'advice' .
(what i've learnt too (: )

if you think the special one by ur side
is really who you want in your life .
so why not just really treasure him .
don't ever make a decision that would make
you regret for your whole life .
you'll nv know what you hv lost till its gone .
you think you'll always have something or someone
for as long as you want to .
what you don't realise is that if you take them for granted ,
they just might get sick and tired of waiting for you
to come to your senses .
treasure instead of letting time just pass you
by until you realise that its all too late .
regret will conquer you .
you'll never feel more remorseful in your entire lifetime .
so ,, to prevent this from happening ,,
live life to the fullest and
see things in a different perspective ((:

well ,,
CHEERS XD

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