i wish for more pleasant moments .

when everything seems to be in a mess .
how do we clear it ?
is it better to leave things aside ?
or to probe on it ?
i dun even wish for all of that .
it feels so damn AWFUL .
somehow i wished for the past .
ain't i silly ?
plain silly .
but at least those days were BEAUTIFUL .
aren't they .
i'm so tired , so restless , so moodless .
i dun even know what i shd do each day .
i just dun have the mood for everything .
all i wna is just peace .
close my eyes and have a good rest .
take a walk to distress myself .
at times when i feel that i'm losing myself , still ,
its the LOVE that keeps me going .

i'd still think of it and SMILE .
ILOVEYA .
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