WEDNESDAY - 18 JULY 2007
_______________________

sighs .
mood swings are back to haunt me again .
this few days had been damn bad .
trying to tolerate those nonsense ,
having to get by all by myself is intolerable .
just felt so damn frustrating .
and somehow , i really wonder why .
a spasmodic trepidation seems to fall on me .
a sense of insecureness .

sometimes life's in fact tiresome .
troubles , fears , doubts .
the worst combination one wud face .
how could break free from all this .
one couldnt be gleeful all the time isnt it .
if emotions are within our control .
how great wud it be .
yea , i wish .

its a strange feeling when you yearn for something out of a sudden .
of cos it doesnt feel good .
but it cant be helped .
if only life is well enough .
how pretty would that be ?


LOVES*
loads.