GRATITUDE ((:

HI EVERYONE ! ((:
its been a while since i last blogged .
have been real busy for the past week .
having the first part of prelims and rushing thru my DnT .
and finally the due date was here .
finally rushed thru the last bits & handed in this evening .
well ,, of course i wouldnt be able to complete the last bits all by myself .
a BIG THANK YOU to KC , tiff , MJ .
& especially yiqi & alphaeus ((:
staying back with me till almost seven helping me out .
ARIGATOU !

well ,, while i was doing my work in the dnt rm while my teacher was having a class .
i just recalled the ol days during lower sec and i've actually been taught by the same teacher for five years .
woahs . how time flies .
and when his class was over .
& the usual 'THANKYOU' that we would say to the teachers after class suddenly seems so strange to me .
well , i just realised that we havent been saying that to our dnt teacher all this while .
and it did made me feel so guilty and unfeeling .
thou , i used to dislike dnt & hv always hack care bout my work in the past ,
for the past six mths i've put in my 100% to this subject .
& now i'd gladly say i dun regret choosing to do my coursework thou having to slog thru .
not just had i changed my views bout this sub i've also change my perspective bout my teacher .
i used to think i have a teacher who do not really care too .
& since the time he actually sent me to detention for playing with balloons in class yrs ago i tot he was a ridiculous guy .
LOLS .
well , seriously i'm so darn wrong .
& i can tell those who hv the same thought as i used to , you all are wrong too .
it seems like we were the ones who don't give a damn .
why shd a teacher bother bout you so much when all you show is the lack of interest with that 'whatever' attitude .
furthermore , being a sec sch student we wouldnt expect the teacher to treat us like kids anymore yeas .
well , for the past six months i've learned and realised a lot of things .
if you show the willingness (by action of cos) and give it all .
of course the teacher would do his best too .
well , without him ard i very much doubt i'll be able to do my work well .
all the guides , teachings , help received has been appreciated .
i've seen the 'help all i can' in him .
all i can say is , he's a nice teacher & he has fulfilled his responsibility as a teacher after all .
i supposed this is wad it mean by to reciprocate after all .
treating each individuals in the way you treat him too .
fair enough . why shd you be real nice to people who arent nice to you at all . make sense yeas ?
well , i'd just let to show my gratitude to him .
for all the help i really appreciate it very much .
a BIG THANKYOU to mr chin ! ((:
not just him and all the teachers who have helped me all along .
its just really nice of all of you .
& being able to complete my coursework is a great satisfaction to me .
just a little upset that i could have done more & much better .
lesson to learn : pls stop doing last min work & have a better planning !
haas .
its been a long way and this has alr ended .
i still rmb the day when we were receiving the qn paper in the hall which just seems like yesterday .
and now , school is ending soon or shd i say sec sch life for me is coming to a fullstop .
its sad to think bout it as so much things would be missed .
guess i shd really enjoy my short term in sch before it really end .
why bother continuing to bear abhorrence feelings towards kooky stuffs that would only spoil many other wonderful moments rite ?
alrights .
i shall turn in early tonight .
havent been having a good night sleep for the last few days alr .
lastly ,,
"HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY" in advance to all my lovely teachers !
CHEERS ! (=

LOVES*

PLEASE BLESS HER .

FIRSTLY ,, peeps , i'm sorry for the late replies !

well ,, my post for today .
something serious to me i guess ?
have you ever experienced the kind of helpless & at a loss feeling towards your loved ones ?
loved ones here as in your very close kin .
especially when she has watched you grow , taken care of you all these years .
dote & love you so much .
doing all she can for you , giving you all you want within her means .
there's nothing much they'd like to have in return .
all they wish is for you to be a good girl .
regardless of how others may comment on her .
or even try to lecture her .
but it was of no avail to stop her from anything .
i'll nv forget the time when i got her so downhearted .
recalling back , i hate myself for being such a dunce that totally bum her out .
i felt conscience stricken & apologetic of all my actions .
yea . i was just an ignorant , defiant wimp back then yet i too left her at a loss like how exactly i am feeling now i guess .
watching the pain she's going thru , the apalling state she's in .
yet all you could do is stand there praying she'll get better .
the sight & thought of it inflict an excruciating pain on me .
please forgive me for not having the courage to visit you often .
i just cant bear to look at the state you're in .
i could hardly control my emotions .
when you'd look at me and say , ' be a good girl . '
my eyes just filled with tears instantly .
it has been like this & the fear in me just wont subside .
what more could i do than just stand by & watch ?
there is so much more i want & have to do for you .
my gratitude to you , so much i've owed you .
i know you're strong thus you gotta keep going alright ?
i'll be praying for you every single day , get well soon .
I LOVE YOU GRANDMA .
for everything you've done for me , you're the BEST .
we need you in our lives .
you'll be okay yeas ?
LOVEYOU <33>

THE RECORD BREAKING HOURS ! -.-

HELLOOO !

huhs !

i'm feeling extremely beat today !

spend 14 hours in school today .-''

and now i'm SOOO tired !

& i finally finish my artefact !

uhs well ,, at least i'm just left with the sewing part .

& left with like half of the folio to finish up ?

haas .

15 days more to the deadline .

hopefully i'll complete everything by the mid of next week .

spend my whole afternoon on my dnt .

& night class doing my homework for geog .

there's this qn that i came across which is like so wth ?!

its like two similar qn phrased in a diff way ?

i got so pissed off and this is wad i did ,, LOLS .

okays ,, i'm crappy too .
perhaps i'm just too worn out .
my mind couldnt function properly & i certainly cant think well at that moment .
LOLS .
everyday's a busy day .
SOO BUSY . )):
PERSEVERE .
two more months before the nightmare is over !
& guess i wouldnt have time to blog that frequently from now .
so ,, CIAOS PEEPS !
&i pray that everyone around me are sound .
may grandmum get well soon ,, 'ILOVEYOU .' (:

GOD BLESS YOU .
LOVES*

ARE YOU ONE OF THE UNDECIDEDS TOO ?

OH MY !
gotten back our O lvls MotherTongue results today !
& well ,, i did not too bad .
an A2 .
but seriously ,,
its not the grade i've been expecting .
and now ,, i'm in such a dilemma !
gosh . should i or should i not retake ?
there are pple encouraging me to retake and some encouraging me to focus on my other subjects .
howhowhowhowhow ?!
i just think i can do much better than a two .
so i shd strive hard for it yeas ?
sighs .
if only someone can tell me which to choose .-''
oh well , i have one more day to consider .
uhs,, just finish painting my artefact . FINALLY !
hopefully it looks good .
i like the colours .
its really so kiddo kinda .
baby blue & pink & yellow .
sweetsweet la .
LOLS .
alrights .
got to rush thru all my coursework alr .
time's running out .
ONE WEEK LEFT ! )):
ciaos peeps .

LOVES*

theANGEL - CONNIE TALBOT

BRITAIN'S GOT TALENT - CONNIE TALBOT
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well , i just have a sudden urge to blog about this little angel .
Connie Talbot , a six year old sweetie .
whats special bout her ?
i'd say her beautiful voice .
obviously she's a sweet little angel .
isnt she such a cutie pie ?
being just a six year old she can already sing well !
do you wna deny it when even Simon Cowell had such comments ?
i'd say she's born with that natural talent .
& like wad edmund says she's the next diva in years to come !
the above video is a clip of her finals in 'Britain's got Talent' .
you SHOULD watch the audition & the semi-finals .
i truly think that she's got the kinda voice that can touch ur heart .
&'ben' the song she sang in the semi-finals is the one that made me cry .
ohh .
the innocence of a child like her .
just look at her reaction when Simon Cowell told her
'I didnt like it . . . I loved it!'
the disappointment that changes into a wide smile !
she is just being really natural in all the performances .
i'd only say , I ADORE HER !
& best wishes to the little angel , you're amazing ! ((:

LOVES*

[so peeps ,, her clips is a MUST watch ! XD]

alrights , an additional post x:
isnt Corrinne May's songs nice ?
especially slow songs of hers .
like the one i'm playing , 'fly away' .
old song but i love it since ages ago !
& one really nice one from edmund's blog , 'same side of the moon' .
oh , i seriously can find no words to describe .
so soothing & touching .
well , just LOVE it ! ((:

ultimately , i avow this loss of acquaintanceship .
being nice doesnt mean the other party knows how to appreciate it .
guess labelling you as a pal wasnt worthy of you after all .
despite the constant hopes pinned on you .
guess i shd say its disappointment i got back all the while .
i discern the truth & falsity in you .
i'd known from the start all the phony acts or shd i say you were trying real hard ?
i supposed not .
the countless tests that this amity btwn us had gone thru has just proved .
be it you were trying to play nice on both sides or you just cant appear to be a righteous & godly person in front of your irreproachable cronies .
oh , whatever !
i'm just so sick & tired of insidious beings like you .
& no longer wna tolerate ur impudent double-crossing .
could i fault you ?
i assume not since you're so blameless like ur cronies .
well ,, you're not all culpable .
afterall , you gotta intermingle with ur consubstantial kind yeas ?
just some kinda fatuous beings who are so featherbrained with such jejune behaviours and acts of self-aggrandizing of oneself .
oh my .
whats the world becoming with untaught people who's intellect & verbal skills are grossly deficient .
yucks . i cant depicture .
shant harp on an issue that would impair one's impressions on witless pups .
i'm just so glad to chuck you off .
you're just a insignificant fry to me so pls do not think too highly of yourself .
so dont allow others to laugh their ass off you dont have much dignity left .
i've got my real good ol' bunch of rocking fellas .
do i even need to mourn over the loss of a dinky chap ?
well , thats if only i was born an oaf which i'll be so sorry for myself .
too bad . )):
you made my day nincompoop !
=D

10 AUGUST 2007

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its a hol !
lucky us , there's no sch today .
haas .
so ,, ah hao asked us to pool tgt with teckchye , yiqi , yongkiat & gerald .
as usual we always stay there for hours .
& after pool we went drinking again .
well ,, just not my drinking day today .-''
seriously ,, i think beer sucks & its just so not my cup of tea .
LOLS .

[our gls of ERDINDER .]

['NICE SIP!' .-'']

[thats yiqi posing . LOLS .]

[FISH & FRIES for dinner ! XD]

[teckchye enjoying his dinner . LOLS]

[YIQI & I . darn lighting .-'']

alrights .
i just tot i was crazy to be drinking for two days .
not much thou' but it seems like i'm hurting my tummy )):
& i seriously doubt i'd even consider taking beer again !
stupid promotion tt tempted me ?!
ROFL !

LOVES*

NATIONAL DAY !

09 AUGUST 2007
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HAPPY 42nd BIRTHDAY to SINGAPORE !
alrights , i'm late again .-''
sorry but i didnt have the time to post for the last two days .
& here is the post for National Day !
wouldnt wna go in detail but i've posted some pics of the fireworks & frens . ((:
well nice fireworks indeed and after that .
off we went to have dinner & some drinks at liquid kitchen !
havent went there since last year .
haas .
yummy meal of fish & fries and marinara !
nice drinks for the ladies !
blue lagoon & singapore sling .
didnt really like mine due to that strong medicine smell in it . ):
yongkiat's hulk's favourite was a goody !
haas .
& chalmers came down with his fren , dewei .
havent seen them for real real long too !
since our last drinking session half a year ago i guess .
a pity i didnt took any pics at liquid kitchen .
okays .
enjoy the pictures as i've problem uploading the short clip ! )):

FIREWORKS !

&theLADIES ! ((:

hopefully everyone enjoyed the holidays !
takecares everyone ! ((:

LOVES*

NATIONAL DAY EVE OUTING !

SCHOOL TRIP TO BOTANIC GARDEN !

its National Day Eve !

and yea ,, the school organised an outing for all graduating classes to the botanic garden !

having a picnic there with our class .

KC & i made sandwiches ! XD

too bad i didnt take the pics of it .

we definitely had lots of FUN today ! ((:

well ,, allow the pics to do all the talk !

after the excursion ,, we were off to town !
nine of us tgt !
went to watch 'RUSH HOUR 3' which is indeed hilarious however i don't think that it has a clear story line or a pretty good ending .
& we also went to partyworld for KTV ! XD

[the 'twins' dressing . LOLS . XD]

AT THE ARCADE . . . XD

[wenbin so engrossed in his game . LOLS .]


AT THE CINEPLEX CAFE . . ((:

[alphaeus & yiqi . delicious & affordable food !]


AT PARTYWORLD . . . XD

[wenbin&kahchung ! .]

[ YONGKIAT !]

[our dear brother ! ah hao & I. XD]

definitely great hanging out with ur classmates & good frens whom you could get along well with !
since its alr the graduating year , so why not get the best out of it ? ((:

LOVES*

BESTFRIENDS ! ((:

06 AUGUST 2007

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THE BESTIES GET-TOGETHER ! XD
weets .
i just LOVE them !
EDMUND & AMANDA !
time really flies .
its been seven years since we know each other .
HAAS .
& thou' we are may not meet up often .
our friendship is still as strong as ever .
every meet up is still filled with loads of FUN & there's only one word i wna say ,,
PEACHY ! ((:
LOVE you fellas .

[theethreeesomee. XD]

[EDMUND! my wondrous buddy ! XD]

[AMANDA ! my lovely soeur !]

& our craziest shots ! XD

well , its never easy to find true friends .
you guys hv been with me thru my ups & downs all these years .
be it joy or sorrows both of you had never left me behind .
seven years of friendship is definitely not a joke .
just wna you guys to know that you r LOVED !
may we preserve our friendship always !
ILOVEYOU BOTH ! ((: