PLEASE BLESS HER .

FIRSTLY ,, peeps , i'm sorry for the late replies !

well ,, my post for today .
something serious to me i guess ?
have you ever experienced the kind of helpless & at a loss feeling towards your loved ones ?
loved ones here as in your very close kin .
especially when she has watched you grow , taken care of you all these years .
dote & love you so much .
doing all she can for you , giving you all you want within her means .
there's nothing much they'd like to have in return .
all they wish is for you to be a good girl .
regardless of how others may comment on her .
or even try to lecture her .
but it was of no avail to stop her from anything .
i'll nv forget the time when i got her so downhearted .
recalling back , i hate myself for being such a dunce that totally bum her out .
i felt conscience stricken & apologetic of all my actions .
yea . i was just an ignorant , defiant wimp back then yet i too left her at a loss like how exactly i am feeling now i guess .
watching the pain she's going thru , the apalling state she's in .
yet all you could do is stand there praying she'll get better .
the sight & thought of it inflict an excruciating pain on me .
please forgive me for not having the courage to visit you often .
i just cant bear to look at the state you're in .
i could hardly control my emotions .
when you'd look at me and say , ' be a good girl . '
my eyes just filled with tears instantly .
it has been like this & the fear in me just wont subside .
what more could i do than just stand by & watch ?
there is so much more i want & have to do for you .
my gratitude to you , so much i've owed you .
i know you're strong thus you gotta keep going alright ?
i'll be praying for you every single day , get well soon .
I LOVE YOU GRANDMA .
for everything you've done for me , you're the BEST .
we need you in our lives .
you'll be okay yeas ?
LOVEYOU <33>