#DRAINED OUT .

its such a tiring day .
mind , body & soul .
i'm feeling so restless , not just today but nowadays .
do i give myself too much rubbish to worry and think bout .
too much complaints and unsatisfactory that bring displeasure .
its a question that i've been asking myself but nv able to find the true answer .
listen to wad my heart says ? i dunno .
am i always asking for too much unable to feel satisfied with wad i have ?
seriously speaking , i always feel that nothing's ever enough .
there's always room for improvements , for anything to change for the better .
it takes two to tango .
certain things neeed 'joint forces' to achieve betterment thou .
wad can be done if its only one sided .
some things which matter and seems impt to you may not appear so to others .
it feels so tiring to repeat ur words over and over .
similarly the other party may be sick the repetition .
it just makes you feel senseless , blowing a nutty matter up .
well , no one like to feel miserable all the time ,
some things just can't be help .
it even comes with no warning .
wad can you do ? its a natural thing , emotion , wadever you call it .

i definitely need a break getaway and clear my mind get ample rest .
further oppression is gna blow me up .
the feeling of being heavly weighed down in mind n body .
please SHOO . ):

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABY ,, LOVE YA . <3

PROBLEMATIC . ):

i'm so feckin' problematic .
i dunno why but its always that stupid lousy mood these days .
life life .
always full of ups and downs .
unbearable downs i'd say .
esp. when you're the kind who's easily affected .
i dunno , sometimes i do .
its hard to understand myself at times either .
when you dun really wish to behave in this certain way ,
somehow its not within ur control .
only to realize it when your mind is clear .
blah . why so . its so irritating .
don't hv the mood to contd on anw ,
afterall , many times you just wish you're being understood .
life , everything would be much much simple .
more ups den downs , there'll be .

F# UP EMO ! ):

GLOOMY . ITS POURIN' .

MOOD = WEATHER .

ITS RAINING , GLOOMY , COLD & WET .
WHEN THE SKY GETS OVERCAST , WHEN DARK CLOUDS FILL .
IT JUST MAKE UR MONDAY EVEN MORE BLUE .
THATS HOW I'M FEELING THOU .
I HATE IT WHEN IT RAINS ,
HATE IT WHEN THE RAIN MAKES ME FEEL DOWN .
MAKING THINGS WORSE FOR ME .
HOW DOES IT FEELS LIKE WHEN YOU HOPE TO SEE THE SUN BUT IT JUST WOULDN'T APPEAR ?
DOESN'T IT SOUNDS LIKE MANY SCENES IN LIFE ?
IT NEVER FEELS GOOD TO BE KEPT WAITING .
NO MATTER WHAT IT COULD BE .
ESP WHEN YOU HAVE FAITH THAT IT'LL ALWAYS TURN OUT GOOD ,
THAT IT IS WORTHY AND TRUE ENOUGH TO BELIEVE IN .
THATS HOW WE MAKE THINGS WORSE FOR OURSELVES TOO .
YOU OBVIOUSLY KNOW THE ANSWER WOULD BE A GREAT DISAPPOINTMENT TO YOU YET YOU INSIST ON ALLOWING YOURSELF TO HAVE A FEEL OF IT .
HOW DUMB , HOW NAIVE TO BELIEVE THAT THERE IS HOPE FOR GETTING WHAT YOU WANT AS LONG AS YOU TRY . (TAKE NOTE YOU OBVIOUSLY KNOW THERE'LL BE NO DIFF IN THE FIRST PLACE)
I CAN ONLY DESCRIBE THIS AS FINDING TROUBLE FOR YOURSELF AND MAKING YOUR OWN LIFE MISERABLE .

WELL , MANY MANY MANY POSTS BACK .
THERE WAS A STORY I QUOTED ON RESOLUTIONS .
IT WAS FEATURED IN THE PAPER TODAY .
ITS JUST SUCH AN INTERESTING AND TRUE ONE BASED ON THE MORAL OF THE STORY .
NOT GNA REPEAT IT AGAIN THOU BUT IN SHORT ,
JUST LIKE MY FAV QUOTE ,
" DON'T BITE MORE THAN YOU CAN CHEW OR PROMISE MORE THAN YOU CAN DO."
DOESN'T IT SOUND SO TRUE ?

ISN'T IT A WONDER THAT MANY HAPPENINGS NATURALLY OR WHATSOEVER CAN ALSO BE RELATED TO LIFE ITSELF .
SO , IS LIFE AFTER ALL SIMPLE OR COMPLEX ?

SOMETIMES ,, I JUST WISH I'M TOTALLY UNDERSTOOD .

LOVES*

two weeks since i last updated !

how fast , its alr the mid of march .

one more month and school would start .

haas . so excited and worried at the same time .

no idea of wad will really happen, no idea of who are the people thats gna be ard me .

well , anw , i just got my lappie today !

a pretty heavy 2.4 kg .-''

school has limited designs and mine is pretty nice thou .

pretty hot too . almost everyone chose this model for an ACER brand lappie .

seems good if you dun take in the weight .

HAAS .

okays . i got some shots of my beauty .

LOLS .

i'm neither crazy nor am i showing off k .

lappie are so common alr almost everyone owns one .

i'm just plain HAPPY !
cos i noo longer hv to depend on my bro mood to use the PC or use the other laggy ol PC .-''

WAHAAAS . XD

other den my lappie that makes me smileee .
my blog shop is done too !
just haven't officially open yet .
HAAS .
i need an auspicious time and date that will allow my business to prosper .
people , do support then (:
will post the site address once i'm finished with the touch up !

lastly , HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY to XR ! (:

CIAOS !

LOVES*

i'm blogging ! (:
last week was the results of enrollment .
& well din get my priority choices and i got into civil & environmental engrg instead .
who'd hv imagine i'd actually chose an engrg course .
like wad ed said i've nv talk bout it as one of my choices .
HAAS .
indeed so much diff from my interest .
nahmind thou .
just gotta make the best outta it since the prospects is so much better .
sometimes everything seems to be predestined .
perhaps its trying to tell me thats a better way out for me . (:
its alr the first day of march .
how fast , one last month of hols before we start a new school life .
a new phase in life that brings me nearer to my future .
a brighter future full of hopes . (:

have been occupied at work and setting my online shop .
shd be done by the coming week .
do visit and give ya support !
CIAOS noww .
this week has been pretty good thou .
with my baby .
love ya , sweet .

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO CINDY & WESLEY (:

all the best peeps .
LOVES*