PROBLEMATIC . ):

i'm so feckin' problematic .
i dunno why but its always that stupid lousy mood these days .
life life .
always full of ups and downs .
unbearable downs i'd say .
esp. when you're the kind who's easily affected .
i dunno , sometimes i do .
its hard to understand myself at times either .
when you dun really wish to behave in this certain way ,
somehow its not within ur control .
only to realize it when your mind is clear .
blah . why so . its so irritating .
don't hv the mood to contd on anw ,
afterall , many times you just wish you're being understood .
life , everything would be much much simple .
more ups den downs , there'll be .

F# UP EMO ! ):