reminiscence . always in my heart (:

one month since sch started .
in a new environment you'd say .
somehow , around wherever i go .
it always seems to bring back bits and pieces of the past .
even memories from like ten yrs back .
of cos i havent been to my current sch ten yrs back .
but it happens that i bump into peeps who played a part in my life yrs back .
after not seeing each other for ages like when u hv nv tot of seeing them ever again .
well , maybe some of them dun really bring back pleasant memories .
but its still like woah . its the first time i saw this person since like how long ago .
but sometimes there are some peeps whom u deliberately stay away from not becos tt particular person is a baddie but be cos things can't always be the way u wna .
you'd always hv to make a decision among various choices .
wud u think that the fate b/w both doesnt end as you wna yet ?
time do heal . heal the hatred,unhappiness,awkwardness .
it does i supposed . but maybe not fully .
initially when you think, period . done .
now , things arent that simple after all . you din do a good job after all .
i do miss all the good times .
when i look back , i see it right there .
so true , as if i've travelled back in time .
all the precious sweet memories . indeed short and sweet .
thou' not exactly but look at how time passes so quickly .
how can ten, five, one yr even seems long to you ?
at that time , it was indeed one of the good moment in my life .
all lifted up when i was down .
i had lovely peep ard me then .
life felt so much better .
how can i ever show my gratitude , nv cn i again .
i couldn't ask for more or for the better anymore .
i had it and i've moved on .
life can nv be smooth .
it can be a v rocky path full of ups and downs .
you'll fall , you'll get hurt , you'll learn tt there r scary lies .
not everyone appears to be true to u .
why not be contented with the good 'things' tt happens to you .
i'm contented with part of my life now n am still learning .
just to have one someone who knows and loves me dearly ,
thats wad i'm alr contented with right now .
even if that means i won't hv any other lovely peeps ard .
does it really matter ?
for the rest of my perfect life . i'll build it up by myself .
with both , wouldnt that be the greatest contentment then .

i wish to release all hatred i had .
i wish for understanding from those who i've hurt .
i wish for happiness tgt to my loves and who loves me .
i truly ask for . .

LOVES*