Sunday, November 23, 2008

clueless -.

BOO !
sigh . haven't been a really good month recently .
time passes so fast that i don't have a good opportunity
to even realised and recall certain events that happened .

school has nv been more dry !
loads of work & projects .
i just really gotta catch up with my work .
exams in two weeks time .
filled with sian - ness alr .
just let me bluff my way thru PLEASEEE !!!
i'd definitely make school & work balance the next term .

anw ,, full throttle moccarnival @ kallang leisure park tmr .
gna be working for almost the whole day .
come and have FUN !!!

SIGHS .
hate to be lagging behind & having to rush things .
lately , everything just have been too stressful for me .
i can't make up my mind anymore .
don't know what i really want anymore .

why does my life seems to be in a mess at times .
enough to create an impact on me .
just like past events , it happened again .
regrets ? supposedly not .
when you're doing some things based on decisions from ur heart .
you're just being true , to others & urself .
even if its a mistake , its probably a beautiful one .
be it being an accident or just naturally happened .
a moment of folly or clear minded .
for me , i know i'm just being true .
believe me that it doesn't happen just with anyone .
i give it my all even thou i'm nt supposed to ,,
even thou its never meant to be so .
don't you still get it ?
when it happened in the past & now again more seriously .
time can't just brush everything away .
just like a stubborn stain , even with bleach it just fades you still dun get rid of it .
life's like that huh .
i'd nv learn my lesson & i hate myself for tt .
& i shd just stop assuming things in my way .
i just created more troubles for myself .
none had breath a word bout anything .
why so ?
shdn't you be clear enough to tell me whats gng on ?
mark an end or drag on .
latter would be a terrible choice .
if both cause hurt wad mre choice is there ?
hate history to repeat itself .
just need words that comes from bottom of the heart .
drop the pretence of ignorance pls .
the feel of being slashed hard . i hate to play guessing game .
not every soul gets the priveleged of being treated extremely nice& special .
could you pls clear the doubts for me .
in whichever ways that i'll be able to understand .
just what i'd like to know all these time .
&tts just what i'd like to say .
.-.

asongforu ,, ::
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