i'm missing it all ,, i really do .

IF . . .

life could be controlled by a remote ,,
which part of it would you like to pause at ?
which part of it would you like to rewind to ?
or would you wna fast forward it instead ?

do you dread the present state ?
do you long for the past ?
do you anticipate the future ?

what can i say ?
what can i do ?

it has always been silence towards everything .
on nights like this .
emotional gush . yeas .
its a different kind of feeling .

i'm just too drained .
too tired for everything now .
could you understand ?
i need so much more time .
i need a clear mind .
i need some time alone .
its just not gng on well no more .
whats the problem . i dno .

soo soo tired .
PLEASE .
gimme a break .


who's the lead in ur story ?
stop the silence .
its making me go crazy .