LEAVE ME ALONE . . .

UNHAPPY .
yes i am and had nv felt so unhappy .
what in the world is happening .
what the fuck is wrong now .
i'm so troubled & i get so irritated .
i wished i could grow wings & just fly away .
no one could see me .
no one could EVER find me .
the rough times aren't over just getting worse .
i don't like the changes , dread it .
i just feel horrified & terrified of it .
i'm feeling so sick , so unhappy , so tired .
i don't feel like crying at all .
yet tears could just fell outta my eyes .
wow .
i'd nv had tears felling out no matter how tired i was like others do .
nowadays , mummy's words kept flashing in my mind .
i've always told you since young .
you're young & ought to be enjoying life
yet why create so much troubles for yourself .
i hate to admit but she's right as almost always .
well , much troubles are created by ourselves asking for it .
but WHY ???
you could nv see it coming anw .
why shd i be keeping the unhappiness to myself .
why shdn't i be screaming my unhappiness out here .
can't be bothered anymore . whatever .
at least i feel better this way .
as . . who will i run to now .
NOBODY .

would you , you , you whoever u r care ?
no .
simply cos its none of your business anw .

pardon me for being depressed & angry at innocent souls .
i couldn't help it could i ?
when those i once cherish turn their back against me .
wad more could i say ?
thanks for leaving me alone . . .


UNHAPPYsoul .