大年初二好 !

everyone's coming to my hse for visiting today !
hees . okay ,,
first day of LNY ,,
well ,, routine for every year is the same !
visiting at paternal's side , granny's hse where everyone wd be there .
then visiting at maternal's side , grandmama's hse .
& probably thats it for LNY .
probably on the other days to some friend's hse ?
haas .
red packets , hmm . not much collection this year .
but there's a few BIG ones .
hees .
better than nothing thou !

soo last night , went to this thai club at central district with some frens .
kinda eye opening for me .
first time being in that kinda club
& it was pretty fun . haas .
getting to drink & listening to the live band .
all thais who could sing in diff language .
amazing to me . lols .
thai , chinese , english , hokkien & canto songs .
& pretty good vocals for some too .
&& pretty boys to ogle at .
LOLS !
its a place where i'd bring one of my girls there since she love ogling at ' shuai ge ' .
LOLS .
but still it was a little complicated .
well , i just did super enjoyed myself . (:

oh 'GREAT' !
school resumes tmr !
BAHHHH !
shd i or shd i not go ?
my mind says : 65% don't go ! 35% go !
LOLS .
can see the devil & angel quarreling .
aiyoyos . shall see my mood . x:
okay ! 've to entertain my family with some mahjong games alr .
CIAO ! (:


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HAPPY 牛 YEAR !

HAPPY 牛 YEAR !
hees . the year of OX .
MOOOOOO ~
XD

CINDY wishes each & everyone and your family ,,
a very HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR !

may the year of ox bless everyone with good health & fortune !

CHEERS ! (:


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BEAUTIFUL DAY ! (:

it was a beautiful day .
the sky was in such a bubbly blue with cotton white fluffy clouds !
that was soo attractive to me .
seriously shd get a D camera soon so i could always snap such attractive sights down .
well ,, beautiful is the perfect word to describe my mood today too .
i've passed my BTT !
ooh yea ! my efforts paid off . i did like almost a thousand practice qns .
& i'm glad i did work so hard . reap wad i sow (: finally .
so i told myself this is the kind of attitude i shd have towards all my goals in life .
all d little important issues even . strive hard for success .

like i told baby ,,
we will own wad we want in time to come .
hv the patience n work hard !

JIA YOU my love ! we'd be able to do it (:

right ! my house was so so crowded & fun this evening !
& i love it , love the atmosphere . haas .
celebrated joel's 13th bday at my hse .
oh my . 13th bday for me was alr like almost a good ol' 6 yrs ago .
i'm definitely aging . how saddening .
had lovely walnut cake tt mummy bought for him !
best thing of all , NO CREAMY CREAMY CREAM !!!
just simply delicious . & had a sumptuous dinner !
simply LOVE mummy's cooking .
last delicious dish on the menu . . .
ABALONE YU SHENG !
haas . home made ! .



thats my beautiful day ! thou there's tonnes of assignments to complete .
work's flooding in and choking me up . i'm still feeling good right at the moment !
i feel blessed , with a good family , a good boyfriend , specially good friends .
the ones that had always stood by me , Thank God .

i resolute for 09' to be a much better year for me .
i want to do a lot more stuffs for my family , esp my dearest mum .
i LOVE mummy loads .
i LOVE my lil'bro .
i LOVE my baby .
i LOVE my bestie , ed .
i wna be a better daughter , sister , girlfriend & friend to 'em all .

there had been rough times , unnecessary events tt happened
which now feels so totally ridiculous & hilarious .
now , i truly appreciate all tt baby had done for me all d while .
always being my pillar of support .
no matter how ridiculous i could get .
i've my temperaments , feck'up attitude & its all tolerated .
baby ,, you've been good ! (:

its been a long time since i learnt to appreciate every little thing mum does for me
thou rarely there might still be little conflicts . but tts just nuts to get us affected .
i hope too for my lil' bro to learn how to appreciate too .

ed , appreciate your thoughtfulness & all the treats of your fabulous baking skills !
a friend indeed, whom i could vomit out all my unhappiness to .
friend whom you could steal a hug from to escape into comfort zone .
(:

there's no many VIP in my life .
up till now . they are the ones .
& i TREASURE 'em with my life .

it feels so nice when you could give a speech of feelings tt had been bottled up ! (:

*LOVES

haven't been blogging for quite some time .
well ,, life isn't as happening & interesting now that
i'm stucked in sch most of the time .
so here i am updating a teeny bit .

oh man !
its a super horrendous disastrous day at work today .

1. i practically lost my voice .
2. b****boss/es from hell .
3. stingy sporeans

FAGGOT . just fuck it .
i'm terribly sick & still turn up for work .
thanks to the leilong-ing yest for the sake of YA'ALL fecking sales .
i'm practically voice less today & will definitely be tmr .
so it turns out like its my fault for being sick .
perhaps its my fault for nt taking good care of myself but like i wished !
*ROLL EYES* *ROLL EYES* *ROLL EYES*

bahhhhh ! whatever !
i just wna whine out loud !
if YA'ALL are sick like me you'd probably just
roll yourself up in your blanket stuck to your comfy bed
& drinking chicken soup all day & night !
so SHUT UP .
your bloody clients can complain all they want
like i care & like its my problem ?
HELLLOOOO !?!!
i'm but only human . if i'm superwoman ,,
i'd definitely throw you outta earth one by one .

baby said my health is more impt & thats true .
why shd i be slogging out for ya all .
its only ur loss for losing a capable me
thanks to ya all lousy attitude .
BOOOOOO !

whinesofwhiner o.O

first week of sch is coming to an end soon .
its alr thursday .
well ,, as always , once sch resumes , busy life resumes .
sigh . full of projects & presentations .
& i havent done well for my CT .
results of last min work .
but i just wasn't in the right form previously .
& now ? i'm not so sure either .
no matter how i still have to do well for my end of year .

hmm .
so far in the new year .
nothing much had been smooth thou .
i've came to realise so much .
i'm even shock myself that my past assumptions were wrong .
due to that i've changed a lot of decisions for my life then .
but now it seems like i was all wrong .
and how did i feel ? loss . yea ,, just at loss .
i don't even know what exactly is it anymore .
just felt really disappointed & its such a pity .
why didn't it happen earlier .
it could have been different from the current situation now .
i guess its really not meant to be .
sometimes i'd always think heaven's just cracking a joke on me .
it seems unfair & ridiculous , you'd feel frustrated . but ,,
nothing ever really goes your way does it ?

weekends round .
shd i even look forward to it ?
i always did but now ? sigh .
gna take a nap for now .
my eyes are really painful & puffy now .
& i'm totally drained . ):

i'm really glad for truthfulness .
i'm upset with the limit of choices .
time wouldn't heal every single thing under the sun .
i've tried and i know that .
there are always something tt'd be etched on ur mind forever .
if that particular something is so precious ,,
just place it in a little corner of your heart .
i would instead of trying to dump it away .
even for a second ,,
i always long for that happiest moment i had ,,
& it always feels like ages ago to me thou it does not seem to be .
just once more .
can i ?

*LOVES

LOVE MY HONEYBUN ; ED ! XD

SHOPPING TRIP w HONEYBUN ; ED !

its been ages since we last went shopping like TODAY !
with my beloved bun; edmund !
i always love hanging out with him .
all the fun we 've be it chatting or shopping .
its five years & still going !
hees . well ,, we had been in the same
primary school ,,
secondary school &
polytechnic !!! lols .
i'd known ed exist since i was 12 ?
we only got closer since sec 1 , i was 13 then &
we were in the same class thru' till sec3 ! haas !
& all the way till now we're almost 19 alr !
well ,, thou we dun hang out a lot regularly .
but its always as fun as ever being with him . (:
nothing we can nv talk & bitch bout under the sun .
LOLS . we shd get tgt more okay ? bun ! XD

okay ,, so today ,, we bought lots of goodies !!!
was shopping @ depression !
& we each got wad we wanted .
haas . ed bought the most stuffs thou .
seven apparels ! haas .
& i reserved two lovely tops & a super stylo nicee baggy pants !
regulars get privileged . XD
getting everything nxt week as there'll be more stocks coming in !
hees . hope ed has free time nxt sunday .
& hope kenny/andrew wd email us our pics !
i think i'd spend a couple of thousands at 'dep' since the year i started patronizing .
every visit would cost a few hundred bucks !
they really have apparels in fashion & are unique .
thats why we loveeee it soooo much !
www.depression.com.sg
check it out ! (:

i truly thank God for blessing me ,, by having a fren like ed .
at least a fren i always knew was true .
love ya bun ! & rmb to take some pics nxt time ! hees . (:

LOVES*

happy new year ; 2009 !

HAPPY NEW YEAR !
HAPPY 2009 !
01 JANUARY 2009 .

wow . zomg . its alr 2009 .
've been my near nighteen years on earth .
haas . feels like i'm 'aging' fast .
soon , i'd say bye bye to my teen years of tenth
& move on to the new phase of twenties in life !!
LOLS .
sigh . when u're young you wished you grow up fast .
but thru these years , i just wished
i could go back to the times where i was all young & innocent .
kiddys ,, you really gotta cherish your times being a child
& stop wishing to grow up fast okay ! trust me (: lols .
geez . i've been telling my frens to look forward to a better '09
& not be pessimistic bout it .
yet i'm reminiscing the long past feeling depressed .
shan't be contradicting ! i'd look forward , i shd ! (:

its a NEW YEAR ! NEW BEGINNING FULL OF HOPES !
& my new year resolution , haaas .
to be : a better & stronger me ; a step nearer to my goals in life !
may God bless me .
& everyone else (:

okay , how did i welcome the new year .
hmm ,, nothing special !
we , girlfriends had dinner at fajar .
& when we went in 7eleven to buy some beers .
the DJ on the FM radio was counting down !
7-6-5-4-3-2-1 !
HAPPY NEW YEAR !
we shout it out in the store . HAAS .
ooh well , another memorable new yr .
was just slacking at jiale's hse ,,
playing cards ,, watching tv & chatting .
till goody goody came to fetch me at bout 2+ in the morning ?
& also dropped wynnee off at her fren's place then .

new year also marks another new busy life to embark on .
i shall be more self disciplined !!!
school is starting soooooon . xx:
oh well . next to look forward to . .
CHINESE NEW YEAR !
& i need to go shopping soon .
hees .
hope everyone enjoyed their NEW YEAR celebration .
& wished everyone a blessed and better 2009 ahead !
CHEERS ! =D

new start ; new beginning .
i'm sure God heard me yesterday .
it was miraculous .
couldn't believe wad i heard or saw , felt in-reality ?
thanks for tt little wish come true at the end of 2008 .
gave me a positive omen for 2009 .
forget the past & move on . shall i . .
(:


*wLOVE-CINDY . (: