updates .
holidays hv made me an even lazier person .
lool . at times i dun even feel like stepping outta my hse .
so couple of updates . mostly of my work last few days .

anw ,, just back from breakfast with baby .
haas . like how long since we had breakfast .
its always dinner most of the time since our day & night
were totally switched over once the hols started .
woke up automatically at 7+ am with the sun scorching hot .
the next moment, just started pouring! .-''
the weather nowadays is really horrible & unpredictable .

had driving lesson yest & my instructor was also talking bout this .
unpredictable weather + wad seems like the time is passing by at an increasing speed .
hmm well . sometimes i do feel it tt way as the years go by .
& he was saying its getting nearer to d end of the world . haa .
i choose to just laugh it off . d ol' word: unpredictable .

sunday, work @ post natas fair .
yet another fun day . esp towards the end of it .
when i went over to the playground area & played with the kids .
okay . now i like kids a lil better . they were sooo much fun thr !
fancy an almost 2o yr old lady being wild with the kids .
they were just surprisingly mre disciplined than i tot .
& they did just made my day . i just felt happy having fun with them .
genuinely happy from my heart. for tt moment i had no worries, no troubles. (:
listening & watching the innocent souls, i just felt so young & carefree agn .
& there were a pair of Japanese brothers who were so cute !
i just repeatedly told them: ' anata kawaii neh ! '
& we were kinda bugging them to teach us Jap . haas !
really smart kids from the way they were able to express themselves .
aww . i miss them now . ):
so the day ends with smiles&goodbyes, friend-kisses (:

saturday, work at pavillion .
oh well . i'd say its the worst unsuccessful club event i've ever seen .
lol . seriously pathetic with complaints tt its bored . i agree .
mostly filled with kids , of course booreed .
publicity & location problem i supposed .
wasnt easy to find & i ended up taking a cab that friggin cost me CBD charges too .
zomg . & sale of alcoholic drinks was really bad .
gratitude to those that bought ! at least i could earn some comm .
& nice guy that bought me that last tequila shot so i
cd happily pack up & go hm earlier ! haas .

i've relaxed soo soo much . & i've discarded soooo much senseless issues off my mind .
those stuffs are classified as 'bo liao' (boring/pointless) to me now .
why did i even bother to waste soo much time to bother/worry bout it ?
thinking back i find it & myself super hilarious ! lmao man .
'nothing's seriously worth my attention.'
i know whats worth & whats not .
so dun judge it yourself, dun act all pathetic & think tt you are a victim .
because you are just insecure w a low self esteem
& you know you r just so not worth it .
i wna live my days with a clear conscience & steer clear of trouble .
i like it this way now that i seriously dun see a need
to give a damn bout much of anything .

i am happily enjoying every min, sec now . are you ? (:


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