MONDAY - 30 APRIL 2007

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BOO !

darn .-''

chinese paper today was like so tricky ??

the first passage was really considered difficult .

guess there goes my A1 !!!

SADDED xc .

how can like dat one .

hopefully Os isnt this tough norhhs .

shan't talk bout it alr .-''

TODAY was a fun day after all !

HAAS .

initailly intended to study with only lihao at mac .

end up lehao ,, yongkiat n kahchung also joined us .

we were only studying for like less than an hour ??

POOF ! GONE !

so ,, they suggested to go play pool .

LOLS .

only finish two papers .

think finish Os alr ??

HAAS .

like wad YK said ,, felt guilty bout it .

:xx

anyways ,, we were having such a fun time norhhs .

we were stucked playing pool for like two hr plus ??

so long norhhs .

FUN ! FUN ! FUN !

LOLS .

needless to say i was so crazy with them .

loads of entertainment .

HAAS .

anyways ,, got two pics to post .

YEA ,, obviously we were very BO LIAO .

derr ,, thats why took the pics rite . =DD

FINGERS OF : ME ,, LIHAO ,, KAHCHUNG .

LOLS .

all play with my nail polish !

didn't really know black

is still the IN colour .

HAAS . XD

NEXT UP . . .

YONGKIAT !!!

LOLS .

with his idol .

(print in the shirt)

his favourite ,, 毛主席 万岁 !

LOLS .

just can't stop laughing when i'm with them .

so so humourous .

((x

so after parting our ways ,,

went to meet darling .

my poor ducky ,,

why must u gt urself 'hurt'

and hv difficulties walking ??

HAIYOS .-''

just rotted with ducky thru the whole evening .

its a good thing there's no sch tmr !

HAPPYHAPPY !

but still gotta do self study !

hopefully exams finish FAST !

HEES .

what a day !

but i enjoyed myself LOADS !

=DD

love my ducky !

((x

ciaos .

LOVES*

SATURDAY - 28 APRIL 2007
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BLAST !
i overslept again !!!
got ready by 2 which was the time tuition starts .
rushed to take cab ended up no cab !
and i waited for like twenty mins before there was one !
ARGHH !
and tuition slot starting from nxt mth
would be every sunday ,, 9-11 !
OMGGG !
hopefully i won't oversleep .
LOLS .
i was half an hour late !
so tuition seems to finish FAST !
HAAS .
so so so ,,
uhs ,, finally went out with darling .
LOLS .
like so long nv go out alr .
so we were just wandering ard in town area .
so long din go town alr ,,
but town just seems so boring to me .
NOTHING NEW !
BOO !
i so wanted to watch 200 pound beauty !!!
but there were no seats ! all seperated seats .
so wad norhhs .
SADDED LAA ! xc
heard that its really nice and touching !
plus its been ages since i last catch a movie .-''
dunno why i just dun have the mood for shopping today .
its just too weird .
so NOT ME lorrs .
WAHAAS .
guess we finish exploring orchard today .
HAAS .
last destination was PS .
can't rmb when was the last time i step in there before today .
OHS .
i saw the shopaholic book i wanted to get !
gna get it soon .
so i can finish all the series .
HEES .
after that jiu went hm alr .

BORING !

so i took this pic while waiting for the train .

reflection lehhs .

LOLS . XD

finally reach hm lerrs .

so darling was slacking at my hse waiting for his frens .
should i say u r vain or wad ??
i really dunno .
LOLS .
applying nail polish n somemore BLACK .
nt the GOTH season anymore ??
anyways ,, darling ,,
i'm alr being very wen rou lerrs .
so dun complain narhhs .
LOLS . XD
well ,, watching tv just now .
like very long nv watch tv alr .
HAAS .
exams starting on MONDAY!
so gotta rest early now .
going out to study tmr !
JIAYOUS everyone !
gotta score all the way !!!
XD

and,,
HAPPY TWO MONTH DARLING !
I LOVE YA LOADS !
((:

ciaos .
CINDY <33

FRIDAY - 27 APRIL 2007
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weekend is here again !
i wouldn't be able to enjoy my weekends anw .
MYE starting on the coming monday !
its just gna be STUDY all the way !
HAAS .
well ,, at least i gave myself a little rest today . just to relax a little .
have been burning midnight oil this whole week
just to complete my coursework
having to study more than ten hours a day
and only having less than four hours of slp daily .
dun even know how i do it .
so today ,, i just felt so so tired in sch .
i could just fall asleep anytime .-''
shouldnt go on like this anymore .
so bad for me .
anw ,, i tot i could finally go do a little shopping
and de stress myself .
in the end i was rotting at enter with janice n guys .
it was so bored !!!
so ,, we decided to take pics .



[ C I N D Y MAMIIE +
J A N I C E BABIEE ] XD











so just rotted there till ducky finish sch n i went to meet him .
LOLS .
after not seeing ducky for like almost a week ??
HAAS .
sch has been real busy for us .
so ,, just couldn't be helped .
xc
went to eat and then back to my hse to rot again .
LOLS .
BORING !
ducky was so guai doing his hw !
LOLS .
even cook maggie mee for me sias .
so NICE of you arrx .
LOLS .
darling act guai infront of mummy is it ??
WAHAAS . XD
anyways,,
I MISS YA DARLING ,,
&happy two mths too .
I LOVE YA !
XD

weets~
LOVES*
((:

THURSDAY - 26 APRIL 2007
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terrible . this is how i am feeling rite now .
very terrible .
perhaps you could say its mood swing .
i dunno .
however ,, i just hate this kinda feeling .
i am being too over emotional i guess .
and many times i just choose to hide everything inside my heart .
refusing to breathe a word .
to let out my anger ,,
to express my unhappiness ,,
to show my sadness .
thats my weaknesses .
refusing and not wanting to express myself .
keeping everything to myself .
just wna bury everything deep within me .
making myself feel so terrible ,, so horrible !
its like self torturing .
why can't life be much easier ??
minus away the worries .
there will be no misery ,,
no sufferings ,,
no whatsoever rubbish negative stuffs .
how long could one hold on like this ??
breakdown for me ??
anytime i guess .
there's a limit to tolerance .
i wouldn't wish to cross the limit .
never .
support ,, understanding ,, unconditional love .
all i ever crave for .
all i ever wanted .
all i ever need .

its just so simple .
just to make me ((=

LOVES*

WEDNESDAY - 25 APRIL 2007
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its so boring !
even thou went out to study with janice and xinru today .
dun really have the mood to study today .
just felt like slacking .
and exams is just next week !
OMGGGG !!!
so scary .
its like so so fast norhhs .-''
well ,, tink have been studying too much all these while .
din have a good rest alr .
last nite also do dnt research till 2 plus then slp .
only have few hours of slp almost everyday .
HAAS .
thats why i nd coffee every morning alr .
duwan to fall asleep during lesson !
i'm just so in the mood to finish up my coursework
instead of doing mathematics practices
which i have been doing almost daily !
anyway ,, its good too .
at least i finally put in effort for my dnt .
LOLS .
so just hoping to score lorrs .
gotta rush again .
dateline is friday !
HEES .
hopefully mid year results appears to be good .
XD

HOPEFULLY !
tatas .
LOVES*
((:

promoting dene&dena

TUESDAY-24 APRIL 2007

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HEY PEEPS !

((:

ehhs ,, i've got nothing much to post bout today .

and no much mood to post too .

anyway ,, just wanted to share the pair of earrings

i bought from geraldina .

dene&dena [dene-dena.blogspot.com]

its just so CUTE !!!

and i really LOVE it .

so peepos ,,

you can just check out her webbie

for mre sweet and cute tingiees ! XD

so ,, here's the pic of the earrings i bought !

[the bunny + bear ! CUTE !]

looks so yummy too !

LOLS . XD

okiies peeps .

thats all .

LOVES*

XD

the little story 'bout undertaking .

a little story 'bout undertaking (promises) .
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this is the little story i had previously posted in chinese .
i've alr translated it all into english and hopefully you
peeps do understand ! HAPPY READING ! ((:

this is a story thats gotta do with undertaking
or simply to say ,, promises .

there was once a hunter who loves to make promises to himself .
one day , while he was out hunting ,
he made such a promise to himself ,
'today , i shall only hunt for rabbits !'
however ,, all the animals he ran into was chickens .
that night he returned home empty handed .
lying on bed , he was thinking hard ,
and finally made another promise to himself .
'i shall hunt for only chickens tmr !'
thus , he was out hunting the next day and
this time all the animals he ran into was foxes .
again ,, he returned empty handed .
that night he was still thinking hard .
finally he made another promise to himself ,,
'i swear that i'd only hunt for foxes tmr !'
the nxt day came ,, he was out hunting for foxes .
however ,, once again ,,
all the animals he ran into was just wild boars !
once more he reap nothing which made him feels despair .
night falls ,, he continued to be deep in his thoughts
but this time he could not make any more promises
nor take back all the words he once said .
it was all too late .
the hunter gradually died away in his thoughts .

many times in life ,,
we'd make a lot of promises to ourselves or even
to other ard us .
how many times would you actually keep to all these promises and never break them ??
indeed ,, its only right to keep to ur promises and
make such promises becos you really mean it .
however ,, have you ever give it a thought that the promises you have made is a realistic one ??
are you capable of bearing such a responsibility ??
promises should not be made just for the sake of making it
but it should come deep from your heart .
something you really yearn to do .
however ,, do remind urself of the impossibles too .
is it a little too much for you ??
at many times ,, just like what happened to the hunter .
in fact ,, all the promises he made to himself was redundant .
everytime ,, the animals he ran into was so much better than those he promised to hunt for .
he gave up all the chances given to him just becos of him being stubborn of just doing wad he believes in and not wanting to
give a chance to accept wad he was given .
he could be much better off now .

just like in life ,, sometimes its needless to restrain your life too much .
why not allow urself a carefree life that may make you feel even happier ??
and remember ,,
when you are despair ,, dun ever think its the end .
happiness has never left you ,,
just that you are blinded by it .
when the dark clouds have faded ,,
its still another lovely day .
never give up on your own life and happiness !
CHEERS PEEPS ! ((:

and lastly ,, i've got another story to intro .
HAAS . i just finished reading the 17 prieview chapters online .
the title of the story is 'I Believe You' .
its a romantic and bittersweet story, written by Low Kay Hwa, it
is briefly about two Singapore Junior College students trying to find their meanings in life.its a very touching story that makes me wna cry .
so PEEPS ,, if you love romantic love stories you shd really drop by and have a look !
visit the site @
http://www.i-believe-you.com

thats all PEEPS .
TAKECARES !
LOVES*

sad tragedy .

MONDAY -23 APRIL 2007
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it seems like such a gloomy day today .
perhaps after hearing the mishaps of a fellow schoolmate .
plus the heavy downpour just now .
well ,, unluckily ,, there was this tragedy that involves
four teenagers .two boys and two gers(from my sch)
u shd have known if u hv read the news
or if u r my fellow schoolmates .
they were actually trying to retrieve a handphone
which has dropped into the canal .
thus ,, four of dem went down together and
started having fun there .
it started raining and then came the water that swept them away .
three of them was later being found at a canal at pandan area .
unfortunately ,, one of the girl which happens to be a fellow schoolmate was missing .
and her body was being found today .
its really sad to hear such news .
even though u may not know her but u just feel sympathetic
not only for her but also her loved ones .
just imagine having to face such an incident .
how r they gna take it ??
no one wanted such things to happen .
and i guess we should also learn from this incident
bout the dangers around us .
and of course keep urself away from dangers .
what seems always to be calm could just turn ferocious .
lets just pray for her to rest in peace .
and her loved ones to get on with life well .
may God bless everyone ard us too .


LOVES*

a little story ((:

HEY PEEPS ! ((:

just wna share a little story that i came across .
meaningful 'moral of the story' . ((:

这是一个和承诺有关的故事 。
从前有个猎人 ，常对自己许下承诺 。
一天他去打猎时对自己许下这样一个承诺 ，
‘今天只打兔子 ！’
结果他遇到的全是山鸡 。
猎人便空手而归。
这晚猎人躺在床上想了又想便对自己许下了一个承诺 ，
‘明天我一定只打山鸡 ！’
隔天猎人到山上打猎时遇到的却全都是狐狸 。
于是猎人今晚又空手而归了 。
这晚猎人又再次思索想了又想便再次对自己许下承诺 ，
‘我发誓明天一定只打狐狸！’
隔天猎人同样尊守着自己许下的承诺打猎去了。
同样的猎人遇到的全都是山猪 。
猎人又再次空手而归了 。
这晚猎人还是不停的思索不停的想 。
但他也在思索中慢慢的死去了 。

人常常都会对自己或对别人许下承诺 。
当然许下了承诺就一定得遵守承诺 。
而懂得遵守承诺是好事 ，
但往往在许下承诺时 ，是否想过 ，
这是个能够实现的诺言吗？
许下的承诺应该是在自己的能力范围内而不是一些无法成真的诺言 。

相同的 ，当你对某个人许下了承诺就一定要尊守 。
绝不能因为想说就说 。
得对自己的一言一语负责 。
也绝对不能让她像猎人一样 ，
感到失望 ，希望全都落空 。

[sorry peeps that its in chinese !i'll try to translate to english ASAP !((: ]
hope you do understand it n learn from it .
its never too late to realise ur faults !
CHEERS!
((:

LOVES*

SATURDAY - 21 APRIL 2007
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PEEPOS !
din post yest .
was working till 9 plus then went hm
and started rushing my hmwrk .-''
so tiring !
anw ,, bits of yest ! ((x
it was so bored at work lorrs !
especially after edmund quit !
BUDDY ! how could you abandon me ! xc
i recalled those days while we were working together .
so FUN !
bitching around ,, playing ,, chatting .
esp ,, during xmas period
we were at the wrapping counter the whole day
wrapping loads and loads of presents
tiring but guessed we enjoyed it .
HAAS .
past memories ,, leaded to the time when
we were schooling together too
during sec 3 when we were in the same class
skip lessons together ,, pon school together .
esp episodes of climbing the fence .
LOLS .
just couldn't forget the time when his shoe gt stuck
and he fell ? or din he ? unsure alr .
and of course our stupid 'kaka' sessions !
kinda dumb thing . HAAS .
ohs ,, and we also attended singing class together !
in the end ,, he abandon me again .-''
but he had a good reason for leaving .
and i could understand that .
WE LOVE SHOPPING and KBOXING !
i'm SOO looking forward to our nxt meetup lorrs .
our nxt SHOPPING and KBOX session .
its been a long time since we last met .
MISS YA BUDDY !
MAY OUR FRIENDSHIP GO ON AND ON !
((:

alright ,, back to today .
hmms ,, same old saturday having to attend tuition cls lorrs .
i'm always waking up late then have to waste money to take cab again !
just too tired alr .
having to study hard six days a wk even seven at times .-''
you reap what you sow .
hopefully .
at least i din study the whole day again .
went to rot at ben's hse .
they were mj-ing .
at least its much better than having to stay at home alone .
and i had time to rest .
HAAS .
kkiies .
nothing interesting bout today .
i wouldn't go on crapping .
lastly ,, i've got
GOOD STUFFS !

GUYS and GIRLS ! LISTEN OUT !

GERALDINA is having her own online shop .
she's selling various CUTE n really SWEET
earrings and ear studs !
all at reasonable prices .
it'll be perfect for a little gift .
FOR GIRLS TO PAMPER YOURSELF A LITTLE !
AND GUYS ! GET YOUR GERR A LITTLE SURPRISE GIFT !
IT"LL BE SWEET OF YOU ! XD
do drop by and support kiies .
esp ,, if you know her !
visit her site @
dene-dena.blogspot.com .

thats all peeps !
nights!
LOVES*

THURSDAY - 19 APRIL 2007
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LATE POST !
finally just finish doing my DNT .
so tired !
had spend the whole day doing .
hees .
thus ,, a brief post bout today .
haas .
school was alright .
happy to see improvement in my geog !
at least my efforts did pay off .
HAAS .
MYE is just like two wks away ??
lesson everyday is just like preparation for it .
can't belive time really flies so quickly .-''
its so fast !
so better cherish the time we have .
((x
hmms ,, meet darling after sch today .
LOLS .
my vain ducky ,, gt a new haircut .
seriously its so much nicer lorrs .
wonder why he tink it isn't .-''
darling ,, stop being so vain can ??
LOLS . XD
anw ,, today was really quite enjoyable .
spend the whole evening with xinru studying at the library .
finally i gt company !
HAAS .
lucky i just needed to do my coursework .
we sorta relaxed a little n started chatting away .
just kept chatting .
didn't know we got so much to talk about .
it was nice chatting .
we just gt to know even more bout each other n etc .
THANK YOU to xinru too .
HAAS .
cos my art just sucks totally .
so ,, she helped me in parts of the drawings .
wad r frens for ??
yea ,, she's definitely a fren not a companion .
TRUE FREN INDEED .
nowadays ,, its just hard to gt a TRUE FREN isn't it ??
after times of betrayals n backstabs .
you just find it hard to trust .
so to say ,, its like one in a million .
as said before ,,
mutual understanding and trust is really very important .
not forgetting bout respect too .
so if u really have a true fren or frens .
better cherish them well .
its really hard to come by .
and it just feels so good to have one .
you dun need many ,, just that one would be more than enough !
((:
HEES .
conclusion is ,,
cherish and grab hold of the precious ones you have ,,
and never ever allow them to be hurt .

CHEERS peeps !
NIGHTS.
LOVES*

WEDNESDAY - 18 APRIL 2007
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back to wed !
sorry tt my previous post
wasn't really a short post .
HAAS .
anw ,, today was bz doin my DNT coursework in school .
dateline is this fri .
two more sections to complete .
wna score ! cos its a give away subject .
even mr chin says so .
n as long as i'm willing to put in the effort and do my work .
he's gna really help me with it too .
so why not work harder n achieve my goals .
its definitely worth it .
HAAS .
well ,, as usual ,,
self study at coffeebean again !
i just LOVE studying by myself .
not that i gt easily distracted with frens
or that we'll end up playing and talking .
but somehow i just tink being alone makes me work even better .
finish my work so fast i was almost left with nothing to kill time .-''
jus slack there for awhile reading .
HAAS .
good for relaxing .
was so bored alr .
went to look for darling at glen's hse .
as usual ,, they were MJ-ING (MAHJONG-ING)
LOLS .
and i haven been MJ-ING for aong time alr !
at least i finally felt mre relaxed there .
away frm all the books n assignments .
HAAS .
guess i've been stressing myself too much lately .
even darling says so .
too much stress ,,
leads to me having a hard time sleeping ,,
having terrible mood swings ,,
BAD BAD BAD attitude problems ,,
and look so depressed at times .
LOLS .
sometimes its really that bad .
i get very irritated for no reason .
happy this moment and just feel so sad the nxt .
for no special reasons also .
TERRIBLE !
dun even know wads wrong with me .-''
gotta learn to control my emotions alr .
if not it may just get worse .
gotta de-stress alr .
maybe i shd go SHOPPING !
haven SHOP for so long .
I MISS SHOPPING !
XD
HEES .
thats all .
gotta do my coursework alr .-''

ciaos !
NIGHTS*
LOVESY

TUESDAY - 17 APRIL 2007
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HEY PEEPS !
din get to post yesterday ,,
internet was down .-''
finally hao lerrs .
so ,, just a short post bout yesterday norhhs .
nothing much either .
quite a really boring day .
i was such a loner la .
went studying myself at coffeebean .
well ,, at least i could concentrate .
finish up all my homework
and did some practices .
i really realised it isn't a bad idea to study alone .
cos i tend to really concentrate and do my work .
in fact ,, i finished it fast .
of cos nt fast and anyhow do .-''
din stay till too late as darling wanted to fetch me hm .
and he said he was falling asleep soon .-''
jiu went back le norhhs .
since i had nth much to do either .
hmms ,, felt like din c him for quite awhile .
HAAS .
quite true ??
his school ends late .
by the time his school ends alr tired lerrs .
no time for meetups .
so sad xc
MISS DUCKY LOADS !
LOLS . XD
nvm bahhs .
studies impt marhhs .
major year for me too !
just gt over and done with it .
spend mre time studying .
HAAS .
spend the nite packing all my notes .
my SS ,, POA file is so thick .
even labelled the different topics for POA .
convenient marhhs . dun need to hv a hard time finding .
LOLS .
wanted to slp but had a hard time falling asleep .-''
and when i finally almost entered LALAland ,,
sombody called me !
SPOILER !
I DUN BLAME YOU IF ITS SOMETHING URGENT .
BUT PLEASE KIIES YOU R JUST SO DAMN BO LIAO !
IT WAS ALR 2.30AM IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT !
I DUN GIVE A FCUKING DAMN EVEN IF U READ THIS .
AND I DO HOPE U READ THIS .
STOP BEING SUCH A BOTHER !
DUN BE SO BO LIAO CAN ??
U DUN NEED TO SLP I ND !
DUN COME BOTHER ME !
IRRITATING PEST !
[THE ABOVE IS ONLY DIRECTED TO THE BLOODY GUY .
PLS STOP HARASSING ME !]
of cos i'm nt gna be so crude
if it was my besties or ducky .
I JUST DUN ENTERTAIN FREAKOS LIKE HIM !
LOLS .
anw ,, tt idiot just spoiled my lovely nite .-''
kiies . nt gna lose my cool .
HAAS .
thats all peeps !
-END !

ciaos .
LOVESY

MONDAY - 16 APRIL 2007
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its MONDAY again !
monday without MONDAY BLUES is so niceenicee !
WAHAAS .
i'm so so hyper today .
dno why too .
perhaps receiving a gift early in the morning really brightens up my day !
LOLS .
altho' not a very good reason of hving a gift out of the blue .
its still considered as a surprise
and at least pple you xin rite ??
HAAS .
THANKS to ZHIYONG aka WUYAYA and my beloved JANICE .
stupid ZHIYONG .
all ur idea rite .-''
well ,, they were actually out shopping and
they happen to c this piggy handphone strap cum keychain .
(as you like to call it . haas .)
and ZHIYONG said it reminds him of me .-''
THANKS yaa ,, at least i tink tt piggys r mre adorable than crows .
LOLS .
but seriously its cute laa .
there's a button on the head u jus press on it ,,
there'll b light shining out from it's eyes and
it'll mke the 'oinkoinkk' sound ,,
(which dun really sounds like 'oinkoinkk' LOLS .)
so i was so happily playing with it all day long .
most of them tot i was crazy ?? or childish ??
bt who cares !
i just love surprise gifts .
especially when its from pple i least expect to receive frm .
WAHAAS ((x
kai xin jiu hao !




<<>

THANK YOU to stupid WUYAYA(ZHIYONG)
for being so nice !
and my xin gan,, JANICE !



school wasn't very bad either .
just that i totally din know there was a SS test!
sure gna flunk this test alr . xc
and then forgot totally bout MT oral today .
oral was fast !
during conversation she just ask me two qns
and after tt she said you may go .
i was like staring at her with the ??? face
saying , 'HAH ??!' .
LOLS .
so dumb lorrs .
but i just din expect it to end so quickly .-''
din feel like going hm after tt .
so went to coffee bean with yiqi to study .
and i finished my english compre homework !
HAAS .
after tt pei yiqi to popular to get a guidebook .
darling happened to msg me n say he was at WM .
so qiao !
and when we left popular heading to the escalator .
SO QIAO again !
LOLS .
i saw yaochong .
n started shouting his name .
HAAS .
and i din realise darling was with them .-''
SO BLUR LORRS !
until yiqi tell me and when we reach the third level .
LOLS .
just talk for a short short while jiu go lerrs .
he was with his frens n i was with yiqi wad .
so no disturb lorrs .-''
see him awhile better then not getting to see at all rite ??
HAAS .
I MISS MY DUCKY SO MUCH !!!
his school start lerrs .
now we'll just be so busy with our own hectic schedules i guess .
hmms ,, felt so excited too .
HAAS .
just so envious seeing them attending lessons at polytechnics .
so curious to find out more !
ask my stupid ducky if school was fun ??
guess wad he say ??
'very fun ,, cos can c alot girls.''
.-''
stupid answer !
HEES .
anw ,, soon will be my turn too .
so many liang zai(s) in poly .
WAHAAS .
can see till eyeball drop !
[too exaggerating ??]
LOLS .
kiies ,, dun crap alr .
gna stop here .
must go study for maths test tmr !
MISS DUCKY LOADS ! LOVE YA ! XD


NIGHTS peeps !
LOVES*