THURSDAY - 31 MAY 2007
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yoohoo !
haven been blogging for awhile .
okiies ,
finally blogged .
finally its a holiday today .
thou its considered to be the school hols
but it isnt one for me .
HELP programmes going on in sch .
having lessons frm 7.50 - 4.30
is very very tiring .
but just that few months left alr .
have to study real hard .
MYE was really nonsense results for me .-''
sighs . just seems so HARD HARD HARD ! xc
anyways ,, i just up loaded this really BEAUTIFUL song .
just listen with your heart .
its really LOVELY .
star by kim ah joong .
one of the songs from 200 pound beauty .
I JUST FALL IN LOVE WITH IT !
anyone who happens to see this and hv the sng
can you pls send it to me ?? ((:

LOVES*

I HAVE FAITH IN HIM . ((:

FRIDAY - 25 MAY 2007
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woohoo ! its friday again .
HAAS .
and holidays are here once again .
time really really flies !
june is coming .
and yea ,, having MT O lvl on monday alr .
STRESS STRESS STRESS !
dun wna feel disappointed in myself .
gna strive for the best .
dun wna let my cher dwn too .
since she do pin high hopes on me .
sighs .
just ALL THE BEST to everyone !

huhs .
this few days was kinda chaotic .
ehs ,, human beings are really interesting i'd say .
its always not easy to see thru someone .
but as time passes you just gt to know them better .
and perhaps even reveal their true colours .
just how many frens ard you are true to you ??
thats why one can't be too trusting at times .
in the end ,, you may just suffer .
it takes a lifetime to cultivate good friendships ,
a sec just to liquidate a friendship .
cherish wad you have .
yea ,, wad i always repeat .
i really believe true friends are hard to come by .
thats why the word cherish n treasure is so impt .
in whatever kinda relationships too .
LOVED ONES especially cos they are always the best .
which is your family of course
even your other half .
its fate that bring you tgt with all of them .
just once in this lifetime .
shdnt we really cherish n live life to the fullest ((:
just be certain of how we feel for ourselves and others .
no matter wad others do to you ,, just let them be .
Heaven is watching ,, God is watching .
so why get affected ??
dun add up troubles for yourselves .
its too not worth it .
God is fair ,, you'll be blessed .
have FAITH and TRUST . ((:

LIFE CAN BE BEAUTIFUL.
CHEERS !
((:

LOVES*

I SEE THE LIGHT . ((:

THURSDAY - 24 MAY 2007
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HAPPY HAPPY !
i feel happy today .
HAAS .
feeling of enlightenment ?
LOLS .
whatever you say it is .
it feels really great .
well ,, watched the show 'bruce almighty' today .
so hilarious and i shd say kinda meaningful too .

seriously realised many meanings to live .
realised a fact that when we make a mistake
we always tend to find fault with others
or even push the blame to someone else or even something else .
we'd never reflect and think over .
why and how did that even occur ?
funny yea . this is just wad majority of us is like .
i believe that God is fair .
all the mighty God watching over us .
its ok to fail . yeah .
so long as you continue doing your part .
you'll be helped .
i just believe so .
life could be BEAUTIFUL .
BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL ((:
there's just so much more that i really have no idea how to put it in words .
HAAS .
so i shant go on .

LIFE IS ALWAYS FULL OF HOPE ,, IF YOU BELIEVE ((:
may God bless everyone of us .


LOVES*

DARN VIRUS .-''

WEDNESDAY - 23 MAY 2007
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DARN VIRUS !
created so much trouble for me .-''
the 'photo album' virus spreading ard in msn .
you just go round spouting nonsense to all your contacts .
its like so ridiculous lorrs .
deleted the file and thought its okiie alr .
who knows . act up again today .
just because of this stupid thing
i had to reformat my com .-''
waste of my time sias .
hopefully its perfectly alright now .
huhs !
had done so much chinese practices .
and is still doing now .
just gotta get it over and done with .
secure that grade and evrything would be fine lohhs .
=DD

well ,, initially i din really wna hv any criticism in my bloggie .
however ,, i just can't help it .
cos sometimes i really can't stand it so much .
i really hope i dun have to c ur fcuking face real soon !
sighs .
i just wonder whats with little girl nowadays .
no personal goals .
no style of their own .
no BRAINS !
ALL TALK NO ACTION .
ehs ,, simply to say is TALK BIG only la .
sometimes i just feel like screaming at you to ask you to shut the fcuk up .
to just give you a tight slap .
guess my tolerance level is really kinda good .
cos i still dun really lose my cool .
uhs ,, and of course .
i'm not a little girl alr .
all that anyhow beatings and swearings .
i duwna look like a mad woman with no class like you
nor allow pple to stare at you with a 'wad the fcuk?' look
and of course who wna be called a 'fcuking bitch' .
and not someone with no integrity like you .
someone who loves to insult herself .
OMG .
i really wonder wads in ur brain la .
perhaps its just as small as the asset tt you love to flaunt .
FLAUNT IT ONLY IF YOU HAVE . not when u hv NOTHING .
well ,, pls behave like a normal girl .
perhaps you r really nt well brought up .
and i'm so sad to say that your ten years of education is also a waste la .
but since you love insulting yourself so much
i guess you dun really hv to worry bout ur future .
you can jolly well earn a living by being 'insulted' yeas .
yea ,, i dislike you n i despise you .
so ? i'm nt the only one thou'
there are just many others who are just showing you indirectly .
i'm so sorry that i'm very straightforward .
this is me .
i dun beat ard the bush or fake ard like you too .
i show it . can't you see its written all over my face huhs ??
HEY LOSER ,, the sight ,, oh no i shd say even the thought of you just make it so unbearable for me .
do you understand how detestable you are alr ??
i'm just so eagerly waiting to look at what an end you'll be having .

[forgive me for being mean if you think i am .
you wouldn't understand unless you are me .]

enough said ,, it just spoil my mood .
CIAOS .
LOVES*

TUESDAY - 22 MAY 2007
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KONICHIWA ! =DD
feeling so tired today .
have not been having a nice sleep in the nights .
especially yest after the visit .
din tok much bout it yest .
just wna share my tots .
well ,, i'm seriously not very interested in
that kinda things and yes very afraid of that .
i'd choose to keep out if given a choice .
of course i still respect every culture
and religion .
to me it was scary . i'd say very .
the whole walk just make me freak out .
like said not my type of 'adventurous' thingy .
and after hearing all other stuffs from
my grandmum and aunt .
OHS NO .
totally freak out alr .
seriously ,, i'd suggest if the sch were to
organise such thing .
perhaps they could leave it as not compulsory ??
then pple like me won't hv to suffer .-''
like some said , as long as ur conscience is clear .
true enough but different pple hv diff thoughts .
and this is just how much it'd affect me .-''
well ,, perhaps i shd really hv a positive attitude .
guess this wud be the only time i'm visiting such sites .
better be safe than sorry yea .

uhs ,, school is STRESSFUL !
somehow you cn feel all the pressure alr .-''
and i think i really screwed up my MYE .
sighs .
perhaps the nxt test cud be better .
BUCK UP FRENS . (:

LOVES*

MOODLESS .-''

MONDAY - 21 MAY 2007
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a sudden urge . .
sighs .
seriously ,, i feel so BLAH !
so moodless and unhappy now .
i just felt so BLAh again la .
sians sians .-''

well ,, todays trip was not my type .
i mean its a experience .
so just learn a bit mre so we'll
learn to respect the other cultures too .
fair enough .

may God bless everyone of us .

LOVES*

HAPPY SUNDAY ! =DD

SUNDAY - 20 MAY 2007
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WEETS !
HAPPY HAPPY !!!
finally i got to meet up with edmund today .
HAAS .
its been really kinda long since we last met .
kinda last min decision actually .
so we decided to meet up in town .
initially it was just us la .
then ducky came too .
didn't know he 'd be interested in joining us .
so sad ,, can't gt to bitch much with ed alr .
LOLS .
wanted to shop actually .
too bad i'm broke .
and seems like the stuffs at depression was kinda disappointing to edmund .
we tot it wasn't really as special as it used to be alr .
jus spotted that one or two pieces
tt still look quite alright .
town just seems so boring .-''
we just walk around till we got no place to go .-''
dun understand why .
it was also like this for my past few visit to town .
it just seems to be getting real boring lorrs .
uhs ,, at least we chatted for awhile in the bus .
talking bout the old days at the singing school .
painful memories i'd say .
no much enjoyable moments .
cos i guess we both felt quite cheated anyway .
sighs ,, shan't harp on it .
so so look forward for our next meetup .
probably during the june hols .
after i gt my pay .
needa go back to work alr .
so that i can go on SHOPPING SPREES .
HAAS .
well ,, chinese Os is coming .
so better work hard first .
i desperately want n need an A grade ! =DD
extra effort put in of course .
HEES .
so so excited !
chinese intensive starting from tmr .
better have an early rest .
and finally i'm well for school !
HAAS .
nights .
ciaos . ((:

LOVES*

SUPER BORING SATURDAY !

SATURDAY - 19 MAY 2007
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BOO !
its SATURDAY .
but a real boring one for me !
as usual should i say ??
no OUTINGS ! no HAVING FUN ! just all day at home .
so so so so so SUCKY ! xc
sighs .
couldn't my weekends be more enjoyable ??
somehow i really start to dread having free weekends alr .
somehow i just wished i am super duper busy .
packed schedules . a whole day filled .
not even a single minute to spare .
sighs .
i really dunno .
just wad kinda life i wish to hv anymore .
cos ,, i only dream of it .
it could n would nv happen in reality .
what can i do anyway ??
nothing much i wish to harp on anyway .
sometimes i think its just pointless .
isn't it better to just pass each day with peace .
as long as YOU are happy .
i do not know what else really matters anymore .
my just so simple wants and thoughts .
i shall just leave it for myself .
if that makes me happy .
cos i just LOVE to dream ,, daydream . ((:
sometimes i really hate to face the real world .
its a real cruel world i'd say .
its just too realistic .
hmms . you either win all or lose all .
sometimes i'd just ask myself ,,
have you really strive hard enough ??
i doubt so .
if you had you would have been successful
in getting what you wna ages ago .
its all bout the efforts ,, yea .
or rather the amount of effort and hard work you put in .
guess so .
my determination level is low .
all the weaknesses must go or i'll nv suceed .
all the competition is getting me crazy .
you just have to be a step ahead to not lose out .
as long as you r the BEST .
the others would jolly well shut up .
life like this .
doesn't it just seems so meaningless .
but well ,, thats life . (:

anyways ,, lucky xinru came in the evening .
at least there was someone to pei me .
if not i would hv been bored to death .
sent her to the bus stop wanting to acc her
to wait for her bus but end up it started drizzling ):
guess she's safely hm alr . (:
suddenly ,, i remembered wad daddy used to say .
'one best friend is mre than enough.'
i used to disagree with daddy ,,
but now . daddy ,, i think so . ((:
there was a little scene that bothered me .
but i tot a third person shdn't intrude .
sighs ,, just hope everything would be resolve by they themselves .
just a little piece of 'advice' .
(what i've learnt too (: )

if you think the special one by ur side
is really who you want in your life .
so why not just really treasure him .
don't ever make a decision that would make
you regret for your whole life .
you'll nv know what you hv lost till its gone .
you think you'll always have something or someone
for as long as you want to .
what you don't realise is that if you take them for granted ,
they just might get sick and tired of waiting for you
to come to your senses .
treasure instead of letting time just pass you
by until you realise that its all too late .
regret will conquer you .
you'll never feel more remorseful in your entire lifetime .
so ,, to prevent this from happening ,,
live life to the fullest and
see things in a different perspective ((:

well ,,
CHEERS XD

LOVES*

THURSDAY - 17 MAY 2007
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BLAST !
what a bad day !
full of disappointments again .
sighs .
perhaps i really didn't put in enough effort yet .
yea ,, like wad so many said .
shall work extra harder n strive for the better for prelims .
just wished i could quickly get well soon .
two days at hm is enough to kill me .-''
SO SO BORING !
can't wait to go back school .
cos i do miss my frens .
HAAS .
hopefully i can go back tmr .
yet i got another MC .-''
LOLS .
guess this is the first time i dread having a MC .
no choice ,, its just too bored having to stay at hm .
luckily ,, i still gt frens hu cares .
asking me to takecare n rest well .
HAAS .
THANKS GUYS ! MISS YOU ALL !
guess graduating year is also all bout cherishing
true frens ard you .
and maintaining friendships .
for those who r worthy ,, you r being LOVED .
and YOU who r not pls SHOO !

well ,, sometimes in life .
things really doesn't always go your way .
some things are just not meant to be .
when you r given chances after chances and you r still nt wise enough to grasp hold of it .
too bad ,, you just lose it and you lose it forever .
it wouldn't turn back to you anymore .
thus ,, treasure and cherish well .
follow your heart but nv walk the wrong path .
some things could make you regret for a lifetime .
when nothing can be changed learn to accept fate .
and be wiser the next time round .
YOU COULD BE HAPPIER ! =DD
CHEERS !

may god bless you .

TAKECARES!
LOVES*

WEDNESDAY - 16 MAY 2007
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hey peeps ,,
haven been blogging for such a long time alr .
my blog was having some probs previously .
dunno what was wrong .
anw ,, its okie alr .
and many thanks to sihua for helping me out too .

sighs !
sick sick sick !
again !
down with all the tupid sickness .
its so boring at home lorrs .
eat ,, slp . eat ,, slp .
nothing else to do .
sighs .
just feel so weak even when i'm typing .
no energy at all .
all the food just seems tasteless to me .
YUCKS .
i really hate being sick la .
BORING BORING !!!
learnt bout my results for geog alr .
its so disappointing .
all my efforts has just gone down the drain .
just have to constantly remind myself to not make the same mistake again ! .-''
PLS DUN B SO BLUR DURING EXAMS !
sighs .
really got no mood today .
gna stop here alr .
miss ducky loads .
XD

ciaos peeps.
TAKECARES !
LOVES*

blog test AGAIN !

blog test !

HATE MOOD SWINGS !

how can i control my emotions ??
that kinda stupid mood swings .
stop being so pissed all of a sudden .
stop throwing temper for no fcuking reasons .
JUST STOP ALL THAT BLOODY NONSENSE CAN .
what the hell is happening to me at times ??
i want none of this to affect our relationship .
i treasure it and really wish for it to go on always .
darling ,, i'm really sorry kiies .
for all that fcuk up attitudes .
trying hard to get a hold of myself .
and i just hope you can understand me .
pls do not get any wrong ideas .
nothing's change .
dun ever doubt my feelings for you .
cos i'm always LOVING YOU .
and i really do .

I LOVE YOU LOADS DARLING !
((:

SO MOODY !

MONDAY - 07 MAY 2007
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just felt like expressing my feelings here .
I"M FEELING SO SUPER MOODY NOW !
just a few hours back i was still happily
enjoying myself feeling so happy n relaxed .
so ,, this is how serious my mood swing is .
happy this moment upset the nxt .-''
just all of a sudden i cn feel that way .
sometimes i really dunno whats wrong with myself .
dun even understand why .
perhaps when u r all alone this is how u tend to feel ??
for me i guess its so .
just detest the feeling of being alone .
the ridiculous thoughts running thru my mind .
the extra worries i'm giving myself .
adding on extra burdens .
why make my own life so miserable ??
when everything seems to be alright .
sometimes ,, i just feel the emptiness deep within me .
the unbearable feeling .
emotions that come rushing up .
making you feel so helpless .
like some kid suffering frm autism .
feeling like you live in a colourless world of ur own .
just that kinda sucky feeling .
can just make me go crazy .
there's a tendency to crave for much mre attention .
not allowing me to feel like an abandoned child .
i LOVE being LOVED n CARED for .
LONESOME CONNOTES EMOTIONS .

BLUES of me . xc

ps,, many thanks to KC for sending me back .
just felt like having a company .
at least it could spare me a few moments
away frm the depressive mode .
THANKS FREN ! ((:


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SHOPPING SPREE !

SUNDAY - 06 MAY 2007
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HELOO !
hees .
din post yest . x))
so gna just hv a short post .
SHOPPING SHOPPING !
went for a short shopping spree with janice at bugis .
just spent away fifty bucks in such a short while .
seriously ,, its so cheap lorrs !
just fifty bucks for three printed tees
and a three quarter pants .
and i saw a white jeans !
but no stk so i'm returning back nxt week to get it ! XD
its so so reasonable price lorrs .
LOLS .
well ,, stupid ducky commented that
my three quarter looks horrible .-''
what do u expect when NO SHORTS ALLOWED !
and the weather is SO HOT !
and i'm so sick of that few pants and jeans i've been wearing .
it dun look sucky lorrs just that its a little funny .
but who cares .
I MISS MY SHORTS !!! xc

back to SUNDAY !
had tuition at 9 in the morning today .
was so tired !
just went hm straight to sleep after tuition .
so boring norhhs .
well ,, today is auntie's birthday !
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!
went to have dinner at JCC .
YUMMY !
had so much salmon .
LOLS .
pan fried salmon and smoked salmon salad .
so so full now . i'm gna put on weight alr .-''
went to aunt's second hse for awhile .
OMG !
its so damn nice lorrs .
with CCTV at the doorstep somemore .
LOLS .
well ,, i like her hse . BEAUTIFUL !
after that me n brother went home first .
cos mummy and aunties were going ST.JAMES !
i wna go lorrs .
but tmr having exams ! xc
so they said they 'll bring me there another day !
that's great .
HAAS .

oohh ,,
science tmr .
I HATE SCIENCE !
why on earth must we study science ??
i dun even intend to be a scientist or
hv anything to do with science in future lorrs .
SO SUCKY .-''
i'll just go browse thru the notes better than nt studying at all .
LOLS .
XD

ciaos PEEPS !
nights .
LOVES*

FRIDAY - 04 MAY 2007
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TIRED !!!
gosh ,, today is a real tiring day .
finally its friday .
luckily there's no exam for the nxt two days .
can't stand it alr .-''
have been studying so so much these few weeks .
sooner or ltr i'm gna develop a phobia towards BOOKS !
SCHOOL BOOKS i mean .-''
SS today was alright .
just that i din study thoroughly for chapt one !
it came out in SBQ .
and i only had twenty mins left to do that .
which was so not enough time for me lorrs .
i was just scribbling away in this so not my handwriting .
dun think the marker could understand it .
its so so MESSY !
really gotta hv good time management alr ,,
spent an hr plus on my SEQ qn .
so wasted .
hopefully hopefully ,, i do score .
at least a pass ,, i studied so hard ! xc
english was still alright .
felt that it was easier than wad ms toh normally gives .
so finally exams for today ended !
tot i needed to distress .
so ,, went out to have FUN !
HAAS .
wanted to catch a movie n go SHOPPING one .
then turn out ,, FIVE HOURS of pool today !
record breaking .-''
LOLS .
actually went with xinru n ah bee .
then happen to see so many pple there .
all classmates norhhs .
lazy to name them .
HAAS .

uhs ,, me and xinru was zilian-ing while the guys were playing !=DD

















i wanted to give
her a KISS .
MWARKS !
XD

finally ,,
a pleasant
looking
pic .
HAAS .
XD

WEETS ! HAD SO MUCH FUN TODAY ! =DD
went back with yongkiat n guys
as xinru n ah bee went back first .
could actually meet darling .
but my poor ducky wasn't feeling well .
went back alone . so sadd . xc
miss ya DUCKY ! XD
mummy is so funny lorrs .
everywhere i go she'll ask ,,
is wesley with you ??
LOLS .
wads wrong mummy ??
think he's my bodyguard mehhs ??
LOLS .
act cute one .-''
HAAS .
and i'm angry lorrs .
you go k box with auntie nv tell me one !
BO JIO !
but since you say is all aunt's frens jiu suan le norhhs .
you promise to bring me go nxt time de horrs .
i'll rmb ! dun bluff me arrx .
LOLS . XD
okiies .
time for bed !
i'm so so tired today !
REST WELL PEEPS !

nights !
LOVES*

WEDNESDAY - 02 MAY 2007
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YOOHOO !
back to school !
HAAS .
seriously ,,
i hate hols in between school days .
especially when its the exam period now .
i just tend to start slacking .-''
really bad !
just like today .
well ,, again !
me ,, lihao ,, junye and yongkiat were supposed to be studying at
KAP mac norhhs .
we did .
but not for long too .
LOLS .
when tng lehao ,, kah chung and alphaeus came .
it was chaotic laa .
LOLS .
those guys arrx .
dunno wad they were up to lorrs .
hunting for chiobu(s) mission ??
DOTS .-''
and this junye and tng le hao !
cannot stand them norhhs .
just look at the following picture .
[sorry peeps ,, its kinda gross !]






<this two guys r up to !
DOTS.-'' .
its SO GROSS lorrs !!!
LOLS !



well ,, after KAP was pool at lan lab .
LOLS .
always like dat one .
its more like having fun than studying .
HAAS .
better stop doing that alr .
ITS EXAM PERIOD GUYS !!!
we shall go out and have more fun when exams r officially over yaas .
LOLS .
so ,, we better concentrate on studying ! studying ! studying !
GAMBETTE EVERYONE !
CHEERS !
XD

LOVES*

TUESDAY - 01 MAY 2007
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HAPPY LABOUR DAY !
=DD
uhs ,, just because its a holiday !
ENJOY !!
have been rotting at home the whole day .
SO BORING !
anyways ,, just felt so lazy to go out too .
OHS !
i wna watch 200 pound beauty so badly lorrs !!!
xc .
like gna end soon alr .-''
HAISHHX !
everytime like dat one .
wna watch it badly but always gt no chance to .
well ,, similarly ,,
in life ,, some things if u r never gna cherish it .
it would be gone forever .
especially time ,, it can never be reversed .
it comes and goes ,, comes and goes .
four months had alr past just like this .-''
in fact in my own sixteen yrs of life ,,
i've wasted quite alot of time .
well ,, wouldn't wna waste anymore .
life is short .
just wished to use all the time i have to
fulfill all my dreams in life !
only then life would be real meaningful .
rite yaas ??
so peepos ,, remember to cherish !
and of cos not neglecting ur LOVES ones .
cherish every moments with them .
and LOVE them with ur life .
i love yaa ducky . XD

CHEERS !((:
[oh ya . white font for a change . LOLS .
some peep commented that my blog has a
black background with red fonts looks scary ??
HAAS . so sorry if it scares you but i simply adore red ! XD]

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