happy new year eve ! (:

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE !

its 6 hours away before the new year starts !
& my old blog skin just died on me !
OMG ,, shall this be the last bit of suay-ness
& it shd all go away !!!
haas .
pardon me for the messy blog now .
dun hv the time to really re organise evrything .
oh well ,, so peeps .

ENJOY THE LAST BIT OF YR2008 &
ENJOY THE NEW YEAR ; 2009 .
BEST WISHES EVERYONE !
MAY YOU HAVE A BLESSED & BETTER YEAR AHEAD ! (:

*LOVES

festive feeeel ! (:

its 3 days aft christmas !
& 3 more days to new year ; 2009 !

oh my . time do really FLY !
& everyday i have the festive feel .
haas .
just too bad its s'pore here .
sorta lack of festive feel thou .
hopefully i get to celebrate xmas & new year overseas in 2009 .
haas . HOPEFULLY ! (:
well ,, anw met jiale at plaza's starbucks in the evening .
so was just slacking & drinking coffee . hees .
& chit chats of our hmm , secrets ? LOLS .
sch is re opening soon & that = boring ! super !
still hv loads of incomplete assignment . gosh .
i'm still in my festive hols mood .
time nv waits does it . o.O

& i grabbed my handsome bro for some photos !
lols . dun understand why he always wna 'uglify' himself .
geez . eye candy sweeties ,, presenting my handsome lil' bro !
LOLS . XD

[ see how much we've changed ! taken 2 yrs ago ! haas . XD ]

[ take few mths back by his crazy sis which is me ! lols ! ]]

[ taken TODAY ! XD ]


[[ ps . i think you shd seriously cut ur hair bro .
too sloppy now & smile moore ! haas . ]]


*LOVES

26 DEC ; boxing day !

26 dec; boxing day !

went drinking with my dearest honeybun ,,
edmund ! & also my babe . LOLS .

drinking at walawala @ holland V .
had dinner there too .
nice food ! had john dory with white wine cream sauce & sauteed mushroom !
fish&chips && hawaiian pizza ! super big serving !
& so i was super bloated !
nv drink immediately after dinner .
& i had a bloody headache tt day .
slept halfway and woke up feeling tt my head is gna explode .
ZOMG . hate that feeling , migraine i guess .
so ,, it was a super POOR drinking day for me ):
gosh ,, so wasted . cos we ordered like a lot ?
happy hour = 1 for 1 . great .
ordered : 2x vodka , 2x gin , 2x forbidden fruit , 2x asahi , 2x erdinger , 2x some lime thingy .
lols . cdn''t rmb it ,
felt so sick & bloated i cd hardly gulp down my 2nd vodka .
SO WASTED LAAA !
& becos of me we left early ! so sorry loves !
ed : we gotta hang out more often okiie !
love having yaa ard & ur baking skill is really good ,,
love the mini sponge cakes u baked for us . thanks ! (:

[ lovely spongecake baked by ed ! ]


okiie peeps . picture timeee ! XD

LOVES*

MERRY CHRISTMAS !

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE !
wish all of you a blessed xmas !

christmas celebration this year was slightly different .

celebrated it with my girls !

xinru ,, jiale,, jojo & wynnee . (:

we had a xmas camp out !

haas . right at wcp .

it was soo fun !

we set up our own tent ,,

had our own DIY bbq pit !

mini bbq all da night .

had our xmas exchange too !

haas . picking lots ! that was filled with excitement .

i picked out jojo's present of all !

and its a . . .

taadaa !!!

SUPERGIRL boxer/underwear !

LOLS !

thanks sweetie . (:

& wynnee picked out mine !

haas . hope she like it . hees .

so yea ,, pics at our xmas campout .

would upload agn when i get the other nicer pics .

haas . so meanwhile peeps !

& before heading off to xmas camp with girls ,,

there was a xmas party at home .

as always ,, yearly .

my family celebrates every single occasion .

haas . we are all super enthu . lols .

we had our own xmas exchange too .

well , lets just recall back all the prez(s) i've gotten since the 1st .

FIRST YEAR

one packet of cream crackers & a useless wooden box .

thanks to my loveable brother !

SECOND YEAR

one set of tupperwave

thanks to my loveable brother AGAIN .

(seriously, why do i need tupperwave for ? gave it to mummy instead . lols .)

THIS YEAR

hamper - consisting of biscuits/crackers , box of tea from Marks&Spencer & a box of FERRERO .

thanks to myself !!!!! i picked my own !

zomg . just see how lucky am i every year .-''

haas . well anw ,, most importantly everyone enjoyed themselves !

thats how i always have memorable christmas every year ! LOLS XD

its also not that bad when you're always drawing prez(s)

thats not so attractive as you'd get consolation prizes !

this year ,, i got a bottle of VODKA MANGO !!!

weets ! i love that & seriously love it .

( my hamper & my VODKA MANGO ! :D)

hees . next up would be NEW YEAR ! YEAR 2009 !

enjoy people !

lastly ,, wishing each & everyone ,,

MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR ! ((:

dear friends & family ,,

i LOVE you all . (:

LOVES*

crazy over twilight !

i'm definitely crazy over it !

i've watched the movie twice now .

haas .

and i can watch another ten times .

LOLS .

okays , i've got the first book 'TWILIGHT'

i've completed it & i'm so gna purchase 'NEW MOON'

could i have that as my christmas present from some good soul ?

haas .

saw the set of series at borders selling at over a hundred bucks .

WOW .

too overly ex esp when i'm on budget .

sadded . if not i would definitely purchase it for collection .

heees ,, (:

ooh well .

heard 'eclipse' & 'breaking dawn' is outta stock !

shd ask cous if its available in aus & get it for me .

lols .

anw , went to movies with

jiale , irvine , dennis & ragul on friday .

& we watched '' Ip Man '' aka '' Ye Wen ''

starring Donnie Yen , Simon Yam , Lynn Hung ,,

rating it 4* outta 5* .

hmm , lazy to describe in details but

its a really nice show .

should catch that if you feel like watching a movie (:

oh yea . guess i'm getting my braces soon .

if everything's according to budget .

mummy says she's gna sponsor me !

haas .

hope doc is kind enough . (:

i've done a good job with them so far !

haas .
geez . sounds kinda crappy tday thou .

seriously bored & lifeless .

so CIAOS !

got tongue tied .

so i realised i'm nt good with my words at certain circumstances .

well , heartfelt words cd be understood huh ?

(: all da best , everything'd be fine .

*LOVES

* 突然好想你

well , i love this song .
just way too meaningful .
a song for you ,,
listen hard (:


突然好想你 -

最怕空气突然安静

zui pa kong qi tu ran an jing

最怕朋友突然的关心

zui pa peng you tu ran de guan xing

最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息

zui pa hui yi tu ran fan gun jiao tong zhe bu ping xi

最怕突然听到你的消息

zui pa tu ran ting dao ni de xiao xi

想念如果会有声音

xiang nian ru guo hui you shen yin

不愿那是悲伤的哭泣

bu yuan na shi bei shang de ku qi

事到如今终於让自已属於我自已

shi dao ru jing zhong yu ran zi ji su yu wo zi ji

只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

chi sheng yan lei hai pian bu guo zi ji

突然好想你你会在哪里

tu ran hao xiang ni ni hui zai na li

过的快乐或委屈

guo de kuai le huo wei qu

突然好想你突然锋利的回忆

tu ran hao xiang ni tu ran feng li de hui yi

突然模糊的眼睛

tu ran mo hu de yan jing

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲

wo men xiang yi sou mei li de ge qu

变成两部悲伤的电影

bian cheng liang bu bei shang de dian ying

为什麽你带我走过最难忘的旅行

wei shen me ni dai wo zou guo zui nan wang de lui xing

然後留下最痛的纪念品

ran hou liu xia zui tong de ji nian pin

我们那麽甜那麽美那麽相信

wo men na me tian na me mei na me xiang xin

那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经

na me feng na me re lie de ceng jing

为何我们还是要奔向

wei he wo men hai shi yao ben xiang

各自的幸福和遗憾中老去

ge zi de xin fu he yi han zhong lao qu

突然好想你你会在哪里

tu ran hao xiang ni ni hui zai na li

过的快乐或委屈

guo de kuai le huo wei qu

突然好想你突然锋利的回忆

tu ran hao xiang ni tu ran feng li de hui yi

突然模糊的眼睛

tu ran mo hu de yan jing

最怕空气突然安静

zui pa kong qi tu ran an jing

最怕朋友突然的关心

zui pa peng you tu ran de guan xing

最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息

zui pa hui yi tu ran fan gun jiao tong zhe bu ping xi

最怕突然听到你的消息

zui pa tu ran ting dao ni de xiao xi

最怕此生已经决定自己过

zui pa ci sheng yi jing jue ding zi ji guo

没有你却又突然听到你的消息

mei you ni que you tu ran ting dao ni de xiao xi

.

i'm glad i'm being remembered by whom i've always kept in my heart .
i appreciate that a lot , thanks (:


*LOVES

speechless .

ALONE .
YES . I JUST WNA BE ALL BY MYSELF !
OKAY !
JUST FECKIN' LEAVE ME ALONE .
I'M JUST SO FINE BEING BY MYSELF .

how cn i just try to act so naturally aft all the nonsense .
its so tiring having to adjust ur mood so quickly .
i dislike it . why shd i .
i dun wish to face you aft every quarrels & hv to act normal &
be naturally happy like nothing happened .
thats so irritating & tiring .
i don't like to fake a smile .
act being enthusiastic when its none of what i feel .
true , i feel controlled by the changes in you .
makes me feel horrified & constraint .
& i hate it ! i can't afford to lose my freedom .
never would i give it up for anything in the world .
i love my own space , i love my own personal life .
i love spending time with others i love
love having time for myself .
i'm all so used to being alone & free .
i don't wna be all tied up . its intolerant .

i appreciate all the nice stuffs you've always told & done for me .
i'm sorry even at your lowest point in life i'm not by you .
if nothing had changed none of us could even be facing any of our lowest point in life .
i just wished to be alone at this pt .
would you mind not making myself seem so inhumane & guilty for all my ignorance to all your requests .
its not like i'm feeling good here &
you wna add on extra burden for me ?

i don't & can't feel anything now .
just feel so drained .
drifting off to slp whenever i lie on bed .
its okay .
i need all this time & space alone now .
i don't need any single soul .
i've been independent enough for the longest time .
its just truly fine for me to be ALONE .
at least i feel best .


##-

LEAVE ME ALONE . . .

UNHAPPY .
yes i am and had nv felt so unhappy .
what in the world is happening .
what the fuck is wrong now .
i'm so troubled & i get so irritated .
i wished i could grow wings & just fly away .
no one could see me .
no one could EVER find me .
the rough times aren't over just getting worse .
i don't like the changes , dread it .
i just feel horrified & terrified of it .
i'm feeling so sick , so unhappy , so tired .
i don't feel like crying at all .
yet tears could just fell outta my eyes .
wow .
i'd nv had tears felling out no matter how tired i was like others do .
nowadays , mummy's words kept flashing in my mind .
i've always told you since young .
you're young & ought to be enjoying life
yet why create so much troubles for yourself .
i hate to admit but she's right as almost always .
well , much troubles are created by ourselves asking for it .
but WHY ???
you could nv see it coming anw .
why shd i be keeping the unhappiness to myself .
why shdn't i be screaming my unhappiness out here .
can't be bothered anymore . whatever .
at least i feel better this way .
as . . who will i run to now .
NOBODY .

would you , you , you whoever u r care ?
no .
simply cos its none of your business anw .

pardon me for being depressed & angry at innocent souls .
i couldn't help it could i ?
when those i once cherish turn their back against me .
wad more could i say ?
thanks for leaving me alone . . .


UNHAPPYsoul .

i LOVE robert pattinson ! XD

just back from jogging !!!
so nice to be jogging out at night with such a cooling weather !
haas .
gotta have a full flat tummy tmr !
timing for the shoot has changed .
gotta wake up even earlier tmr .
oh well ,, shall reward myself with a sumptuous meal tmr night . XD
i just love to eat soo much n yet have an uncooperative tummy ! ):

TWILIGHT



watched TWILIGHT last night !
GREAT SUPERB GREAT !
i just love that show !
i can watch it a second time man !
got me all so worked up .
at the exciting parts and the sad parts .
& i'm crazy over the male lead !!!
OMG ! he attracts me even more than zac efron does .
yes ! & thats robert pattinson .
just personal opinion & personal preference yea .


[ tell me he ain't hot ?! *PIAK PIAK* inLOVEwith him! OMG ! XD ]

i LOVE his eyes & mouth !
LOLS !
just so charming .
lovely romance in it .
like girl next door bella swan (kristen stewart) meets prince charming edward cullen .
wahaas . that kinda attraction and chemistry . WOAH !
well , edward cullen the vampire falls for bella swan .
& they got involved in a passionate love story .
the cullen family was unique for not drinking human's blood & having fangs .
just that lovely golden brown eyes & body that shines like diamonds under direct sun light .

FIVE FULL STARS for it ! (:
& i supposed there's TWILIGHT part 2 .
as the ending was sorta left a mystery .
just go WATCH IT !
i'm so gonna buy the book alr !

CIAOS !
LOVES*

my beloved girlfriends ♥

***BEWARE!!! : FOLLOWING IS A CAMWHORE POST !
SERIOUS CAMWHORING !!! xx:

its all about the sweeties i have . . .
girlfriends whom i LOVE
♥

@ CATHAY ,, starbucks .

fav pastime of my squid girl ! camwhore ! XD

thankyou for ur ears sweetie !

glad that i'm the steadiest .

LOLS .

*huggs*

TRIP TO SENTOSA ! with JIALE & JOJO ! ((:

GIRLFRIENDS' NIGHT - CHILLING OUT ! ((:

DAY OUT SHOPPING WITH JOJO & JIALE ! ((:

STUDYING AT WM COFFEEBEAN ! with company of JOJO ((:

dear all ! this is the reason why my sotong girl can make my day !
LOLS . all the nonsensical yet funny stuffs that make me lmao !
i love you for being a SIAO KIA ! XD

[ take note of the bubble ! xx:]

loadsof.LOVES*

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hereby pronounced : CT IS OVER ! =DD

i hereby pronounced . . .
CT IS OFFICIALLY OVER !
(uh ,, self declared officially over . LOLS ! )
haas . well well ,, one last paper tmr !
but thats okay .
i dun even know why there's a test for a
presentation module . lols .
no lectures , tutorials , practicals AT ALL !
just plain presentation every fortnight .
anw ,, its called ECOLOGY .
like wtf is that huh ?!
all abt the environment !
ecosystem & relationships , organisms in nature . . .
well ,, its actuall pretty interesting yeas ?
lols .

& i was fifteen mins late for SM test yest .
half an hour late for EH test tday !
bahwah ! overslept a 'teeny weeny bit' tday .
LOLS .
& this particular guy is always right !
curse of the day . ):

last night . . .

sX says:
don't overslept again ...

♣`` CINDY♥ - they came & left tgt . its okay now. (: - nv forgive the betrayals . ♣ says:
lols . i'm won't oversleep again .

sX says:
nemesis

♣`` CINDY♥ - they came & left tgt . its okay now. (: - nv forgive the betrayals . ♣ says:
ya right .-''
_______________________________________
today . . .

♣`` CINDY♥ - they came & left tgt . its okay now. (: - nv forgive the betrayals . ♣ says:
omg . i really overslept tday ! zz .

sX says:
nemesis

sX says:
it'll always be with u ...

OH ! SHIT !
stop cursing me .
it always happen . ):
like when i overslept for my BTT last week .
arrghh .
its definitely not NEMESIS !
just too drained out .-''

ooh well .
HOLIDAYS are here again !
3 weeks ! goodie !
girls - hang - out tmr !
great great great !
time to finally enjoy & relax myself to the fullest .
haas .
had been less stressed up lately .
perhaps now ,,
我比较看得开了 .
haas .
should learn to enjoy life first !
everyone ought to live a happy life ! (:
CHEERS !

♥CINDY .